Today i told my mother about my changes.
She just stared at me.
Her eyes wide like she had seen a ghost.
" a-are you sure " was the only think she could say.
Am i sure?
I don't know? Am i?
" listen if this is really what you want than i will suppprt you in this process."
" just remeber, this isn't something you can easly changes. Ones you are what you want to be, you can't change back."
" i know "
She wrapped her arms around me and hugged me tight.
" why do you want to do this? Aren't you happy with the way you look."
" i don't know, everything , everybody is so confusing. "
" you're young, maybe your dad is right for ones in his life. Finish your school first, then when you're older we can see what you want."
" sure mom "
3 entire years to think about my decisions....
Will i change my mind in this long periode.
Or will i stick to my decision?
