Today is Christmas.
I'm at home, being alone and stuff. I'm not really in the mood to be around my family..
actually I'm not in the mood to be around anybody.
My family doesn't know about my 'secret' and I'll try and keep it that way.
I don't have the best damily to tell this sort of heavy emotional stuff too. My dad's side of the family are not the nicest people that has ever wander our planet.
My mom's side is the complete opposite. The obey all the rules, can't lie for shit and are very religious.
So to make a long story short my family wouldn't really accept me. I mean the started disliking me when I told them I was gay.
It's kinda ironic.
Me being home alone to hide from my horrible family.
Sounds like every gay backstory ever.
Now I'm here writing in my room with the radio playing some music.
" I'm lonely and okay on Christmas day "
How accurate is that. Thanks radio for totally capturing the way I feel today.
All this writing got me thinking, about a lot.
How will my family react?
Will the break contact with my?
Should I go through with this?
I guess that I will find all the answers to my question, future on in the story that is called ' life '
