Ponyboy gets sick

wait what?!(this is a different chap.)

Ponyboy's POV:
I was shocked. I just learned that my older brothers wanted to homeschool me! I guess I zoned out because I came to with Soda saying my name and snapping in front of my face.

"W-wait I'm being homeschooling now?!" I asked just to make sure.

Soda was looking down at me because I'm shorter." Yeah, Darry said it would help more because we can focus more on what you need help on." He said to me then left for work. This left me with Johnny because the others don't want to leave me by myself.

After some lunch Johnny walked up to me. What is he doing? I wondered. "J-johnny?" I stuttered out. He put his hand on my cheek.

We locked eyes. "Ponyboy... I've wanted to tell you this for a while now." He paused I felt my face heats up. "Ponyboy I like you and I have for a while now." He finished and blushed.

"I-I like you too Johnny." I stated. We both leaned in and shared an amazing kiss. I felt fireworks it was amazing! We pulled away then cuddled for the rest of the day.

I got up and checked the clock. Oh shoot! School started an hour ago! Darry's going to be so upset! I run to get dressed and brush my teeth. Isee Soda sitting on the couch getting ready to leave for work "Soda! Can you drive me to school? Great! Do you know where my shoes are?!" I say quickly while running around the house.

"Woah woah,woah little man, cool it." Soda grabbed me by the shoulders. Did he not see the time?! I'm so late it's not even funny. "Why are you in a hurry?" It's official he has gone insane!

"Soda! I'm late for school!" I yellnit meaning to.

"No you're not ponyboy. Remember Darry and me are homeschooling you now." He said face as serious as can be. Ohhhhh.... I forgot again.

"Ughhhh having short term memory sucks!!!" I yelled to myself grabbing my head, pulling at my hair. Soda quickly grabbed my hands to stop me. This has been happening a lot recently. I didn't realize I was crying until someone wiped my tears, pulled me into a hug and brought my hands down.

"Hey Johnny." I heard soda say as the front door shut. Wait Johnny's here!

I ran over to Johnny and hugged him. Johnny had always been there for me. I also may have a crush on him. Soda walks away to leave for work.

"Hey babe" Johnny said. Wait..... he just called me babe?! What!

I look at him "whaa...." He looks at me. It looks as if something clicked in his head.

"Ohhhh... pony..." He said pulling me into a tighter hug. I'm so confused what's happening! " pony.... We started dating yesterday" He told me. Oh shoot! I forgot.. AGAIN!

I started to cry happy tears. "Hey! Hey! Why are you crying?!" I hug Johnny tighter.

"I-were dating! I love you so much!" I sobbed out. He kissed my head. My tears of happiness soon went to sad tears. "Oh man..... I'm so sorry, I forgot again!"

I soon completely broke down. Johnny was trying to calm me down but it wasn't working. I was spirling which soon led to some unpleasant thoughts. These thoughts I couldn't stop. I wasn't breathing right and soon blacked out.
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Hey yall!

So first off oof that was a emotional chapter I enjoy writing hope yall liked this chapter. I don't have much to say except that I really appreciate yall and I hope you've been enjoying this book

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