shart drdt chatfic

girlboss

— serious chapter warning! uh oh, tw for borderline s/h in one part but like not fully, and also some really bad verbal abuse. it's the equivalent of bad-end hanahaki angst compared to the rest of this fic lmao i promise the next chapter won't be like this —

— February 10th - 8:18 PM —

— EveryGayBeginwJ & trappedinsephor —

EveryGayBeginwJ: yo

trappedinsephor: Hello, J. Do you need something?

EveryGayBeginwJ: no

EveryGayBeginwJ: yes actually

EveryGayBeginwJ: kinda?????????

trappedinsephor: Ok. Would you care to elaborate?

EveryGayBeginwJ: just to be sure are you gossipy or no? bc like I'd tell arei but I don't think she's the right person for that. even tho she's my gf and all

trappedinsephor: I see. No, I can't say I'm the 'gossipy' type. While I cannot guarantee I'll be able to understand or help with whatever's bothering you, I can certainly listen.

EveryGayBeginwJ: ok cool. but do you ever feel like the huge gc thing is kinda problematic???? like actually really problematic. like I get that most of the time they're joking but it's too far a lot. the last conversation there was when they were making fun of ace's disorder which as much as I FUCKING DESPISE ace that's fucked up. you saw that. and arei does most of it too which honestly makes me kind of iffy about her. like it's sort of a red flag. not even sort of. I liked her but idk how to feel about it atp, I don't want the drama of a breakup but I also don't really wanna be associated with her. soooo yea. I feel like you're not the type to screenshot that and send it around like basically everyone else

trappedinsephor: In honesty, that has been bothering me too. I feel it would be impolite for me to leave, though - it's also good for important announcements and happenings, like a toaster fire, or it can be good for keeping track of people's relationships so I'm not out of the loop. The usual conversations, though, I don't exactly enjoy. It often feels like Arei, Whit, and a few others are purposely trying to make humor of others' serious situations, as much as I hate to say it about them. Whit didn't really give me that much helpful information about Ace when I asked, either - I don't think he wanted to talk about it. On a lighter note, to avoid those types of conversations, I have my notifications set to only go off when certain keywords are used.

EveryGayBeginwJ: oh huh really? how do you do that

trappedinsephor: Chat settings in top left corner, fifth row 'Notifications'. Scroll down all the way, there's a box where you can input keywords.

EveryGayBeginwJ: ohhh thanks. but back to what we were talking about before yea I agree with you 100%. I think it's more arei than whit bc whit's more, idek, politically correct ig. lmfao. and they're like problematic in other ways too, bullying / blackmail / etc isn't funny. arei's blackmail kahoot was honestly really fucking embarrassing since I'm supposed to be her gf and all

trappedinsephor: I see. Would you like to talk about it?

EveryGayBeginwJ: yea actually. see this whole time I thought I actually fucking liked her and thought she was cool to be around or whatever but as soon as we started dating and she wasn't some "off limits silly dream girl who's a little mean but it's ok bc she's been through a lot!1!!1" I started realizing that she's actually pretty shitty. which feels like nails on a fucking chalkboard to type out bc I know her and know she's not really a bitch inside, but atp I think it's too far to excuse, and if she can't figure out how to not be an asshole even with everyone deadass telling her how, it's not my problem. which in any other case would just be another way of saying "I'm breaking up with her" but the thought just..... makes me nauseous? and I have no clue why. if veronika wasn't veronika I'd ask her but she is soo you were my best bet at getting that out of my system. hate to sound cringe but you're kind of a cool friend yk?