𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐭 | PARKSTER

„Why do I feel like this?"

Chester's POV

Why do I feel like this? - that question was unable to leave my head. I didn't want to feel the way i felt. I was afraid that He might not accept my feelings toward him. But as much as I tried to hide that i liked him, I was unable to. The day I accepted my feelings I finally realised what they meant. - I fell in love. In love with him. - I said to myself, looking at my reflection in the mirror. I've already finished brushing my teeth after breakfast with Parker, so I had some free time now. I finally unlocked the bathroom door and got out just to see Parker walking in my direction.
- Did anything happen? - I asked, tilting my head slightly.
- I was worried that something happened, you weren't leaving the bathroom for a long time. - He said, looking at me with his worried gaze.
- I kinda zoned out in there, sorry. - I turned my eyes away and I immediately felt as my cheeks started getting redder.
- Don't apologise, it's okay. - He said, smiling softly. - So, are you okay? - He raised his eyebrow a little bit.
- Yeah, I'm alright. - I smiled softly, looking into his beautiful eyes, from which I quickly looked away.
- Is there something wrong? You are acting strange. - He turned to me again, grabbing me by the shoulder. - I'm worried.
- No, I'm alright. Maybe I'm sick. - I answered quickly and got away from his grasp, entering my room and closing the doors after me. "Fuck!" I thought to myself, throwing myself at the mattress. "Fucking shit! I didn't want him to notice the change in my behaviour... I wouldn't want him to think that I like him!" I punched the pillow, and then hugged it tightly, covering myself in the covers. "I really am fucked up, he will hate me if he finds out I like him, won't he?" I took a deep breath to calm down, getting up from the bed again. I sat in front of my desk and started playing some shitty game, I did this only to clear my head from Parker. Parker and my stupid love for him.

I'm really sorry that this chapter is that short, I am currently on vacation abroad and I don't have much time to write, but I will try to write as much as I can. Love you ❤️