Summer I turned pretty

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Belly's pov

"I CANT BELIEVE YOU!"

you yelled at your now ex boyfriend Jeremiah

"ITS NOT MY FAULT I DIDNT GO RUNNING AFTER YOU, OK?" he screamed back referring to when you were about to commit suicide last night

"SO WHY CANT YOU BE GRATEFUL IM HERE BECAUSE THE ONLY REASON I WAS THERE LAST NIGHT WAS BECAUSE OF YOU." I felt my throat sore after shouting for so long
"FINE THEN SINCE ITS MY FAULT, LEAVE, FUCKING LEAVE." he told me and I felt like I was going to pass out, a tear rolled down my cheek before I regained my composure
"Gladly." I mumbled lowly still processing what Jeremiah had told said  as i walked out of his house slamming the door
Luckily everyone else left to go college  so i could go actually back home  without explaining anything to anyone. I am  so fucking hurt and couldn't believe what happened, I can't believe I  officially broken up with him though.

As you slowly approached your house you were greeted by the smell of alcohol, was my mum drinking? I would  usually stayed with Jeremiah but that's a no go
I opened the door slowly trying not to wake up anyone when I saw Conrad sitting there with her  but it was too late.
"Oh so you finally came crawling back huh?" Laurel said  chuckled cruelly
"No.. Ermm Jeremiah he cheated on me again" y
I responded wanting to just disappear from the situation
I looked to the ground then to Conrad and mum and Conrad looked like he wanted to kill him "I'm sorry belly"
"Don't be con it's fine I'm just gonna go sleep"

I slowly walked  room and the minute i close the door, i fell to my knees, sobbing.
My heart had never ached like it did in that very moment.

There was a before him, a during him, but you never expected there to be an after him. But there i was sobbing her eyes out

TIME SKIP- 3 DAYS
I heard someone open and close the door gently from downstairs, calling my name
I couldn't be bothered to respond as i just  layed there, frozen and numb.
I had cried and cried and cried so much i could've drowned, and that's what it feels  like. Like you were drowning and struggled to stay afloat
As if your life vest popped and you sunk deeper and deeper.
I watched as the door knob of my  room began twist and behind stood a sympathetic yet sad Conrad .
"Come on bells me and Steven will cheer u up and plus's we really miss you especially me" of course Jeremiah  didn't.
"Fine." I huffed out getting up slowly exiting
The house and I could never say no to Conrad
"Bells? How is he with the yk..." I asked my best friend while he closed the door
"Horrible, he has been crying but I don't know he never leaves his room" Conrad  responded dragging my hand

As went entered the living room
"You and Jeremiah were too loud bro" he laughed but I didn't..
No no no no no. Shit.
He couldn't and wouldn't.
" i-i didn't come here last night."
His jaw dropped and he ran to jeres room and opened the door to see him alone
He let out a sigh until he saw someone's bra
He wanted to kill him and punch him but he wouldn't for

"Conrad you good?" Belly asked  asked as she entered and saw it
Tears started flowing down her cheeks
She was shaking and couldn't breathe

"YOU ASSHOLE I LOVED YOU!" she yelled awaking him as the events of last night washed over him
His face filled with guilt and regret
She stormed out and Conrad  slapped him
His best friend and the love of his life left.
He was really alone.
Alone.
Because he was a cheater