Project Sekai Oneshots!!

tsukasa 🌧️

i love him so much. he's so silly.

This is just gonna be a rundown of the plot from my other book, so if you wanna wait to read that one without spoilers then don't read lol
I wasn't doing a great job at writing it, so i was hoping if i get the plot down, i would be able to get my ideas across in that other book.
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Tsukasa is Mafuyu'd in that other book, but he's able to comprehend what he's feeling way better. He still feels like it's not enough, however, so he gets the idea of making his own music from a familiar online music group.
After a month or two, his channel catches the attention of said music group, and they invite him to be apart of it. He accepts, though still anonymous, Mizuki thinks they know him in real life, Mafuyu quickly trusts him, Ena thinks he's just a nicer version of Mafuyu, and Kanade doesn't have a strong opinion on him.
They all find it impressive how much feelings are in him songs, asking him questions to find out who he is. After their next song becomes a big hit, they decide to celebrate, as always, they ask Kasa if he's fine with it, and he says yes.
Tsukasa is the last to get there, he doesn't have his usual cheerful, egotistical demeanor anymore, which catches Mizuki and Ena off guard. Mizuki shouts in surprise, but quickly comes to terms, wondering how they never noticed how he felt. Ena doesn't find it TOO surprising as she doesn't know him real well, Mafuyu and Kanade catch on and asks how he usually acts. They talk and talk.

Tsukasa does feel a little weight lifted while being with N25

Meanwhile, Emu has always noticed something is off with Tsukasa, like Asahina, but in a gentler way? She decides to finally tell Rui and Nene about it after it looks like he's happier (after that celebration with N25), so they all confront him after examining him for a week.

Tsukasa talks to Mizuki about talking to his troupe, they tell him that his partners will always love him, no matter what, and encourages him to trust them all with him feelings.

Emu suddenly sleeps over, with Honami tagging along so Saki won't feel alone. While Tsukasa was working on an Emu costume, he had a blank expression on his face (like Mafuyus), which really worried Emu. Once she asked if he was okay, Tsukasa thought back to what Mizuki said, and decided that it was okay for at least Emu to know for know. Tsukasa opening up with no fight was what surprised Emu.

Emu asked Tsukasa why he acts the way he does when he doesn't feel like that at all. Tsukasa can't give an answer, his thoughts become doubts in his ability to make people smile without having them laughs at him. Dinners ready!
After they all ate, Emu asks, "Why not tell Rui and Nene?", they're all practically family at this point, and maybe it'd be good for him.
They all meet at wonderstage, wondering what it's about, but as they arrive they see Tsukasa turned away with Emu looking at him with a concerned expression. Ruinene figure out what's going on, and stay quiet to give Tsukasa time to gather his thoughts. Tsukasa starts to tell them how he feels. How he always feels lonely no matter what he does, how he's always acting, how he's sick of it all, how his parents cared for Saki more, how he wonders if-
He's sobbing at this point and he gets cut off by all three running up to him, crying as well, telling him words of admiration, love, and affirmation. They all sit there like that, until Tsukasa gets a call from Saki, worried as he called this now 2.5 hour outing a "quick walk". Tsukasa acts all happy again as his troupe looks at him in worry. The call is ended, with Nene suggesting they all sleepover at Rui's house, whose parents won't be home for awhile, to talk about Tsukasa's feelings further. They all agree and head there. Tsukasa's road to recovery!!

The rest of the chapters can be like Tsukasa unpacking his feelings to WxS, Saki, and Toya, while still maintaining the plays and N25. There will be lots of time skips.
Several can be his childhood trauma that he forced himself to forget. Chats with N25, Polysho development, Saki and Toya POVS while this is happening and stuff

The end ig lol