Project Sekai Oneshots!!

anger (tsukasa⛅️)

TW: Panic attack,
Tell me if i wrote any of these wrong
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"Tsukasa-nii, are you angry..?

Why'd he have to ask that question? Especially at school, in front of people that i don't want to share anything with. I don't want to even think about my feelings..

The question caught everyone off guard. The group consisted of Mizuki, Akito, Toya, Nene, Rui, and Emu, who snuck in again. Tsukasa kept a straight face, his usual smile and demeanor not fading in the slightest.

"Ah, is that what that is? I didn't even notice."
Tsukasa replied, but his voice didn't sound like it was his. It was quieter, and a bit passive-aggressive (a lot passive-aggressive).
The tone of voice surprised everyone. Akito and Mizuki were feeling a little out of place, as they don't know their senpai as well as the others.
"..Tsukasa-kun..? If you're struggling with your emotions, feel free to tell any of us."
Tsukasa looked around at everyone's faces, finding out that none of them are gonna give up. He sighed.

".. I don't think about those feelings for a reason, and I am definitely not going to start anytime soon. I suggest dropping the topic while you can."
The strawberry blonde was not trying to sound alive anymore, yet his face looked as it normally does.
"Tsukasa-senpai," Mizuki chimed in, "Your feelings are just important as ours. You're always helping us, let us help you!"
"Why should I?"
Tsukasa glared at all of them, clearly upset at the discussion.
"Tsukasa-nii, you'll never get better if you don't talk about it. We need to help you."

Tsukasa didn't know what to say to that. He wanted—- needed—- to get better, but burdening his friends with his emotions that he himself doesn't understand seems wrong to him.

They were staring.
"I-I.."
You shouldn't. They'd hate you. You're worthless. They're simply staying with you for their personal gain. You're supposed to be strong, what happened?

Our blondes usual demeanor broke completely his face twisting into one of pure anxiety.
Wondershow quickly rushed to his side to comfort him. They all stayed like that for awhile.

The bell has to ruin everything, doesn't it?
*DINGGG DONGGGG*
The bell signaling the end of lunch rung, Akito, Toya, Nene, and Emu decide to leave the blonde to Rui and Mizuki. (They're the ones who won't get in trouble for skipping class)
Tsukasa tried desperately to calm down and get to class but when he tried he just made it worse. Rui and Mizuki sat patiently while he was trying to calm himself down, giving affirmations when they thought it was necessary.
Tsukasa wasn't likely to open up anytime soon, but as long as he knows people are there for him, it should be okay for now.

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I just wanted to give this some sort of ending before disappearing again lmao. Have a good day/night everyone!