𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘔𝘦 & 𝘠𝘰𝘶 | 𝘛𝘰𝘯𝘺! 𝘛𝘰𝘯𝘪! 𝘛𝘰𝘯é!

IV

i tell her a run down of everything.

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taliá - that's it ?

dejá - pretty much ...

taliá - i thought it was gone be sum interesting likeee ..

dejá - like what ? *i say raising a brow*

taliá - yk, something RATED R ... *she says as she smirks*

i laugh as i added on

dejá - you nastyy.

taliá - you sooo pg ... can you atleast rank up to pg-13, please ?

dejá - girl we aren't in a movie .. *as i smh & laugh*

taliá - shoot .. i'm just sayin *she says as she takes a sip of her drink*

dejá - and girl ion want that man, the last thing i want rn is a relationship ... especially with a celebrity.

taliá - you sayin that now, watch on a few months ... y'all gone be together.

dejá - yea okay *i say as i roll my eyes*

little did she know ... she was kinda right. well, let's just fast forward to this particular day.

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tony toni toné moved to sacramento after a few months, i was in town seeing my friend raphael before i had to go out of town the next month. me & raphael started to hang out more & get closer ... we were almost like best friends & sometimes i would hang out with him & the guys.

raphael was sitting on the side of his bed writing lyrics, while i was sitting at his desk that was next to his bed at the time —— i was painting my nails while listening to the radio. once i got done i begin to blow on them so they could dry faster, raphael then askes me to read this song he was writing & tell him some of my thoughts.

in my head all i seen in raphael was a friend, but i guess it faded away ...

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november 27th, 1988

location: sacramento, california

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raphael - you better clean ts up —— you making my room smell weird.

dejá - shut up, i- hollon this is my song ! *i say as i turn up the radio*

take it slow by bobby brown comes on the radio, i was a huge fan of him at the time ...

raphael - what are you doing allat for anyway ?

i assumed he was talking about my nails

dejá - because, i'm a lady & i gotta keep 'em done .. you never know what i'll get into.

raphael - anyway, read this, & tell me whatchu think *as he hands me his note book*

i take the notebook & begin to read.

(i'm not putting the whole entire song so i'll just put this)

All I really want to say
My darling
Today is a special day
We call our own
So take me in your arms
And hold me

dejá - that's it ? *i say as i look at him*

raphael - yea, that's all i got rn *he says as he takes his notebook back*

dejá - i love it so far.

"and tell me you love me, and I'll be there. for you" raphael mumbles & he writes it down.

raphael - come check this out.

i get up & walk over to the bed, i sit down next to raphael, he tells me to scoot over a bit so he can show me what he wrote.

dejá - i love it, keep that. *i say as i look at him & smirk*

raphael - you sure ? *he says as he looks at me in a questionable manner*

i shake my head yes, take it slow was still playing in the background. raphael lightly kisses me on my forehead in a friendly manner, he does that in a way to thank me —— but ... this time it didn't turn out "friendly" he then kisses me on my lips, i thought he got caught in the moment because of the music but i guess not ...