when the last snow flake drops

4

"holy shit hes panicking" han says and he stares at the panicked boy trying to fix his hair "bok calm down" changbin said "aren't u guys nervous?! you haven't talked to the guy in years" the blonde boy says and the others didn't disagree

"ur right but everything will be fine, I've kept contact with him for a while and he hasn't changed a bit" han says "except he ain't fruity no mo" seungmin says

"let's go, we'll be late" jeongin said and the 5 boys left

they arrived at a mansion and knocked in the door "oh hello! you must be yeji's friends" a tall guy opened the door

"I'm jun, her older brothers friend" he says and the boys gets greeted by a few maids

"yej ur friends are here" jun yells and 2 other boys pop out of the kitchen "their names are minghao and younghoon" the younger's bow to them and yeji runs downstairs "lix!! oh I see u met these weirdos" she says staring the 3 elders

"rude much" minghao says and sits next to jun "anyways these are my friends! changbin, jeongin,seungmin,han and yongbok/felix!" she introduces the younger's and younghoon speaks up

"felix? I swear hyunjin mentioned u before" the blonde boy tilts his head in confusion

"okkkkk, anyways you guys want anything to drink?" the others shook their heads "I'll just get a water" felix says and the 3 elders stares in shock

the blonde looks at them and tilts his head again "damn bro ur voice is deep for a cutie" jun says and the younger gets flustered

yeji comes back and knew exactly what happened "ew jun oppa, you have minghao for goodness sake" he rolls his eyes and snuggles his head into the other boys neck

changbin asks with his eyes and yeji agreed

Felix pov
"very" yeji says and changbin chuckles "hoon where is hyun and riki" yeji asks

"hyun is somewhere and riki is in the bathroom" then riki comes out "Felix!!" he says and hugs me

"holy shit ur tall" I say, last time I saw him he was the same height as me.

"I know, hyung couldn't relate" he says and I giggle, we all sit on the couch and talk abt random shit

suddenly the door opens "yo hyun where were u" jun asks "with yang" she pops her head in the house "she dragged me to some arcade" he says and walks to the couch "he wasted to much money- felix!!" she notices me and smiles

"hey yang" I smile and she sits next to me "you guys know each other?" yeji asks confused and a bit shocked

"bumped into eachother in the park, he's my new bsf!!" yang says and wraps her arm around my neck playfully

"damn, I always knew you guys would get along" Riki says and I laugh softly

"I'll be upstairs, yang?" hyunjin suddenly speaks up and yang looks at him "oh sure, talk to you later lix!" she says and follows the elder

the 5 of us look at the others in confusion "happens most of the time, it's normal" "if you say so" han says and drinks some of my water

we all were talking for a few hours and yang and hyunjin came back down "guys! we've been talking abt going to a movie!! wanna go?" yang looks at hyunjin and he nods then she smiles "sure!! let's go!" she says and grabs hyunjin's hand and they were out the door

I felt my heart ache a bit but ignored it, soon we arrived at the theater

"well jianyang deserved better" han argues while getting out of the car "true, ai jia do be bringing the inner bi out of me" hyunijn replies

hyunjin and han started to talk during the car ride and it became like nothing has changed

"12 tickets for oppenheimer" the lady gave the tickets and we went inside

younghoon jun minghao riki yeji yang
han hyunjin me seungmin jeongin changbin

these were our seating arrangements. I was sitting next to hyunjin. great

we all sat down and the movie started

30 minutes into the movie I felt something touch my hand, I look down and see hyunjin's hand on mine

I ignored it until he placed his hand on top of mine, I pulled my hand away, whats with him?

I focused on the movie and I felt someone stare at me, i look beside me and hes staring at me, we make eye contact and i look away as soon as possible

soon the movie ended "I'm so tired, let's go home" changbin said and the others agreed

"we're going back to the hotel" "cant u stay overnight for tonight?" yang asked and we turned "taht would be fine" yeji said and we stared at each other

"uh" I said and others looked at me "we can if u want too" seungmin said "uh sure, it's late anyway" I said and we got into the car

I was sitting next to hyunjin again with yang asleep on his shoulder

I stared outside of the window then i suddenly felt an arm wrap around my waist slowly

I looked beside me and hyunjin was looking at me, I looked away and got flustered. "what am I thinking?!" I thought and pushed his hand off

I felt a stare on me but I ignored and then we arrived at the house

I opened the door and we went inside. "you guys can go in the guest room" riki said and we nodded

we went inside and it was pretty big with 5 beds. it was like they knew we would be here "I call this bed!" han suddenly said

"that was fast" jeongin said and I went in the bathroom. I washed my face but stopped and looked at the mirror.

I stared at my face for a while, who would like someone like me. I started to have the voices again and fell to the ground trembling

"Felix?" han opened the door and I looked at him with teary eyes "again?" he said and I nodded "you should start looking for a therapist felix, even here is fine" he said and I nodded again

"wanna look for one tomorrow?" I nodded one more and he left

I stood up and washed my tears away and went out, "should I ask one of the others for a suggestion?" seungmin said and I shook my head "I don't want them to worry" they nodded and we all went to sleep