when the last snow flake drops

6

I arrived at a park and went out of the car, I sat down on the grass and held my stomach. there was a small bump and I hated it

I passed my limit and I felt disgusted by myself. I sighed and went on my phone.

after a few minutes my phone ring.

hannie 🤞

i pressed decline and turned off my notifications. i stood up and walked. where? honestly i have no idea

i just wanted all the food from my stomach gone. I cried and cried. why? I don't know, somehow I ended up at some house.

the door opened and it revealed my brother. we both made eye contact for a while, i don't know what got over me but I ended up running to him and hugging him as tight as i can

i sobbed in his arms as he hugged me back "shh, felix why are u crying?" he asked me and I looked up at him "hyung..." i said and cried even more

he understood what I was going through and let me inside. "food again?" he asked and I nodded

i told him everything and he gave me a glass of water "hyung, can i stay for the night..?" he sighed "sure" i smiled and thanked him

he took me to the guest room and gave me some clothes "thanks hyung" he smiled "no problem pix, goodnight" he said then closed the door

i changed into the clothes and laid on the bed, i opened my phone and turned on my notifications revealing 99+ text messages and 15 phone calls

I opened my messages and saw texts from han, seungmin, jeongin, changbin, yeji, yang and hyunjin

i opened everyones but left hyunjin for last.

then I opened it.

hyunjin

felix
felix where are u
please come back

I closed it and thought abt some stuff. why'd he care, I opened my phone and decided to call the first person I saw.

' yang 🫀' now calling...

FELIX OMG WHERE ARE U
I

hey, I'm at my brother's house

oh thank goodness ur safe. we searched everywhere for you

I'm ok dw, I'll be back in the morning

ok, see u tmr take care, come to the hwangs when u come back bye bye

*yang 🫀' hung up*

I closed my phone and went to sleep

the next morning :
I woke up at 7am and left the house leaving a note on the table

I arrived at the hwangs and flipped over the mat on the doorstep to reveal a key

I opened the door and locked it, removed my shoes and coat

I sat on the couch and went on my phone for a while, then I heard a door open "Felix!! oh thank god ur ok" han said running downstairs and hugged me

then a few minutes later everyone woke up

they all had the same reaction and alot of questions went through then I struggled to answer all of them

"we're staying home for today, we don't want that thing that happened to happen again" yeji said and we agreed

"I'll cook" "I'll help!" I went inside and decided to make some pancakes and cookies for fun. after minutes after we were finally done!!

"here u go, l.f.y pancakes" i Said and they all ate "this is so good!!" Jun said and ate some more "there's cookies in the oven so hope y'all have room for that later" I said

"aren't u going to eat?" hyunjin asked "I don't eat in mornings anymore" I simply said and they didn't say anything

"cookies are done" I placed the plate of cookies on the table and we took a bite

"this tastes really familiar" younghoon says and the 3 boys turn to hyunjin "this is ur recipe felix?" minghao asked and I nodded confused

the 3 boys smirked and looked at hyunjin then laughed "what's so funny?" yang asked "nothing nothing" Jun said as the laughs died down

I knew exactly what was going on. but again, I ignored it

they finished eating and I went upstairs to take a nap. i laid on my bed and tried to sleep