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@ChantillyClara: hey niall

@ChantillyClara: hey for the thousandth times in a week

@ChantillyClara: cool yah

@ChantillyClara: how do u feel?

@ChantillyClara: or lemme guezs

@ChantillyClara: *chuckles slightly* "bubye clara im going to ignore u again for today"

@ChantillyClara: "and see ur effort the next day heheh"

@ChantillyClara: r u going to disown me, niall?

@ChantillyClara: how ridiculously stupid is that

@ChantillyClara: that is like near to level 100739 of stupidity

@ChantillyClara: u confessed, u go bipolar, u acting ignorant, u leave the girl broken into 3 pieces

@ChantillyClara: dont ask me why three

@ChantillyClara: i can be vvv nice niall

@ChantillyClara: but dont beg for the nice clara once i turn bitchy

@ChantillyClara: ik its literally my fault

@ChantillyClara: but have u ever

@ChantillyClara: for once

@ChantillyClara: let me explain

@ChantillyClara: i was trying to accept all this bullshits

@ChantillyClara: see the word trying? not that i said "fuck u i dont want u in my life anymore!"

@ChantillyClara: so now

@ChantillyClara: give 100 reasons why u should ignore me

@ChantillyClara: send me 50 sets of essay on how do u think i looked wholely wrong to u *if wholely even a word*

@ChantillyClara: u said u wanted to be friend

@ChantillyClara: so can u put all the blame on me when i cant fully take all the idea about u liking me in this one month short

@ChantillyClara: i cant even

@ChantillyClara: u said i was the confusing one

@ChantillyClara: but

@ChantillyClara: talk for urself, horan

@ChantillyClara: im tired i just wanna fix things

@ChantillyClara: n i dont fucking know why was i trying so hard on this

@ChantillyClara: not that we're that close

@ChantillyClara: oh wait no

@ChantillyClara: i did this bc i feel responsible

@ChantillyClara: i dont wanna hurt ur feelings

@ChantillyClara: at least i have heart, right?

@ChantillyClara: guess rn ure the one hurting me so

@ChantillyClara: wtv im exhausted n worn out

@ChantillyClara: dun reply to this *oh if u ever intended to*

@ChantillyClara: ive had enough bullshit in my life

@ChantillyClara: i need fucking none to mess it up even more

@ChantillyClara: im sorry n have fun on tour.

For what felt like an hour, Niall is finally online.

@NiallOfficial: Clara

@NiallOfficial: No I'm sorry

@NiallOfficial: I was busy this whole week

@NiallOfficial: No , I never ignored you .

@NiallOfficial: I couldn't , Clara !

@NiallOfficial: I can't even sleep on that night

@NiallOfficial: My mind was totally dominated by you claire

@NiallOfficial: No , please . Reply to me

@NiallOfficial: This is sick

@NiallOfficial: Clara , I promised myself once ago . If I ever met my princess , I would never let her go . I would never hurt the heart I was longing for .

@NiallOfficial: I know I am a little too fast .

@NiallOfficial: But I never expected you to love me back . I'm sorry that I yelled to you . It's just , it stings when you said I'm lying .

@NiallOfficial: I have never had this feeling before and I know it's cliché . I was wrong , Claire . I should've listened to you .

@NiallOfficial: Why was I acting like that ?

@NiallOfficial: Please , claire . Come back

@NiallOfficial: I won't force you to go fast

@NiallOfficial: I promise I won't

@NiallOfficial: Just pls let me know you .

@NiallOfficial: Let me travel deeper in your soul .

@NiallOfficial: Give me a chance so I can fix my stupidity at level 100739

@NiallOfficial: I won't sleep unless you respond to this

@NiallOfficial: Thank Lord Twitter owns no blue tick

@NiallOfficial: If it has, I s2g I would be broken into pieces by now

@NiallOfficial: Having you to ignore me , is just utterly hurts

@NiallOfficial: Unfair , aye ? I know I know

@NiallOfficial: I'm sorry I hurted you , babe .

@NiallOfficial: But

@NiallOfficial: Idk , I love you .

@NiallOfficial: Ohk I'm sorry I was too fast .

@NiallOfficial: Claire ?

@NiallOfficial: I feel like tearing my eyes out

@NiallOfficial: I feel like ripping this stupid little organ from my system

@NiallOfficial: So I won't feel hurt

@NiallOfficial: So I won't have this feeling towards you

@NiallOfficial: But I don't regret them

@NiallOfficial: It was the best feeling though hurts sometimes

@NiallOfficial: I can't believe I love a girl more than foods .

@ChantillyClara: i never saw u coming and i will never be the same

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Dedicated to @liveiovestyles cs shes an amazing author and funny af :)x

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