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Sariyah Amariana Love1:05 Am; Driving July 1, 2023 ———————————————————————————Chris has been texting me nonstop talking about where I was since I left the house which was like 4 hours ago

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Sariyah Amariana Love
1:05 Am; Driving
July 1, 2023
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Chris has been texting me nonstop talking about where I was since I left the house which was like 4 hours ago. I replied with a simple I'm fine and parked my car in front of the bar.

I haven't been talking again and if I do it's a whisper. I'm back to who I was before all the happy shit.

I got out my car and locked the doors walking inside the bar. I sat on a stool at the bar and a bartender came up to me. "Hey, what would you like beautiful?" she asked.

*she is not a lesbian y'all she is not flirting y'all will learn more about her later

"Can i get a....Hennessy Margarita please?" I said in my normal tone so she could hear me. I haven't used that tone for days. "sure sweetie," she said and made it in front of me. Once she finished making it she handed it off to me and I thanked her.

I read her name tag which read Ariana D. "Why you here? You look like a nice girl who been through some shit. I mean that in a nice way," she said and I nodded slowly. "Let's just say this week was....horrible...and I haven't been taking it the best way," I said shrugging and she nodded listening to me.

"I like you. What's you name pretty? I got advice for you," she asked. "Sariyah," I responded. "Well Sariyah, what I can tell you is whatever that's bothering you is hard to open up about which is okay. Take time to realize who you are as a person. Whatever that is bothering you won't last forever. Once your ready, I would say talk to someone you trust the most. Someone you show your true self to. One thing I always say is you are enough and you are the most perfect you there is. Let loose girl," she said flashing a smile which I returned.

"Do you mind if I ask for your number?" she asked and I shook my head no putting my number in her phone. She gave me three shots of patron which she took with me and we talked until I left to go back to Chris's house.

3:45 Am
I walked in the house and put my purse on the counter. I was a little tipsy but not too much. I walked in the room and saw Chris sitting up watching a show on Netflix.

He stood up and followed me into the bathroom. "where you been?" he asked looking at me through the mirror as I washed my face. "I just got a drink," I slurred. I put toothpaste on my toothbrush and started brushing my teeth.

"How much did you have to drink?" he asked me. "Not a lot. 3 shots of patron and a henny margarita," I said spitting out toothpaste. Chris chuckled and nodded closing the bathroom door with an attitude.

I knew he was upset but I was going through my own shit. I started a shower and got in washing myself 4 times. I got out and dried my body then put coco butter on myself putting on my clothes.

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