Soaring | Taylor Swift [PAUSED]

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Taylor Swift spotted arriving in New York after her private plane is under maintenance

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Taylor had spent the day after arriving sitting in front of the piano playing a tune, trying to clear her mind. Too much was going on in her head, she couldn't help but feel a tinge of sadness and frustration thinking about how half the internet hated her right now.

With a sigh, the blonde got up heading towards her kitchen deciding to make a comforting cup of coffee. She didn't know what she was going to do while in New York, she just needed an escape.

As the coffee started brewing, she sat by the kitchen island grabbing a pen and looking for some paper to scribble down her thoughts.

A crumpled napkin stuffed in her pants pocket was the first thing she found.

Hudson

Taylor wasn't sure if it was the lack of sleep or the loneliness that was creeping up on her that made her do it but she found herself typing in the numbers on the napkin into her phone.

Taylor
Hi, it's Taylor from the airplane!

Within the first few minutes of sending out the message, Taylor already had begun to regret it.

Why did she do that?

She cursed at herself for being so careless about her privacy. If this went wrong, she was going to have to change her number and Tree was going to kill her.

Taylor was quickly brought back to reality as her phone buzzed with a notification.

Hudson
Hi, it's Hudson from the aeroplane!
please don't send the scary guy that was staring to my house
also don't sue me please, I promise I didn't mean it and if you are gonna sue, sue Jaxon cause he got a lot more money than me

Taylor giggled at the message she got from Hudson, also not realizing how intimating her security could seem.

Taylor
Don't worry, I'm not going to sue you LOL
Just wanted to text to say hi

The blonde mentally facepalmed the moment she pressed send.

Hudson
Oh well in that case
Hiiiii

The scent of coffee brought Taylor on her feet as a small smile crept onto her face. It was nice being able to talk to someone even if she had no idea what was going on.

Hudson
So can I buy you a drink or a meal as an apology?

Taylor frowned at the message, she so desperately wanted to say yes and go out in public but she couldn't bear all the paparazzi and camera flashes.

Taylor
Sorry, I can't go out :(

Another mental facepalm was done when Taylor realized how lame that sounded. She couldn't think of a better excuse? Like what about "sorry I'm busy, and it's not a big deal either" What was Hudson doing to her?

Hudson
Aw no worries, we can always rain check
Or if you don't want to, just lmk

Taylor
No no I do
How about come to my house tonight?

The blonde set down her phone groaning as she just realized what she had asked. She didn't know what made her do it but she did it anyway.

Hudson
Ok sure, where and what time?
Should I bring some stuff?
You're not a murderer right?
Do I have to write my will before I go?

Taylor found herself typing on her phone again before even thinking about what she was doing.

She quickly gave Hudson all the answers before calling Greg to get a few groceries for the night.

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special message for you :)
this is just a reminder for anyone out there who may be struggling or anyone in general who is willing to read this but life is so precious so take a moment to look around and hug those you love. In just one moment, things can change, whether it be for the worse or better and whether we want it to or not. And I'm so glad that you're here right now reading this. If you are struggling with anything, please please please reach out for help. It doesn't matter if you think your problems are small or if you're having a life crisis, please reach out. You will never be a burden because no matter the problem, it's worth every second of my time to make sure you know there are people out there that care about you, even if there are other people who you think are more deserving. You are so deserving of everything good that has happened in your life and much more. Shoot me a message or talk to someone you trust because you don't have to suffer in silence, and I know it's not as easy as it sounds but you are so worth it. There might be times where you think it's just not worth it anymore but you have come so far and I'm really proud of you. It's such a difficult world we are living in right now so it's so important to try and find the joy in doing things you love but no matter what you might be feeling or how you think things are, I promise there is always some type of hope. In your moment of struggle, you are bravely trekking in the middle of a dark tunnel on your way to your well deserved peace. It may not be easy but in your journey, it's okay to be vulnerable and cry if you need to. In this moment, you're here and you're safe and it's okay. Take things one step at a time, whether it be just getting out of bed in the morning or eating a full meal, I am so so so proud of everything you have achieved so far. Even if nothing comes to mind when achievements are brought up, you have made it so far. It's already July, almost August, and you are still standing, and everyday on earth with your presence is a better one. Please talk to someone if you don't know what to do or if you just feel stuck. No judgement just listening and from my little corner of the world, I will always be cheering you on.

ily and remember to take care of yourself