I don't know who am I anymore [Idolish7 AU]

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Ryuu being the bro he is. Riku force Gaku to sing for him and Tenn is back-! Wait what? Who is who? The world really hate Gaku but- Hey! At least he get to meet Tenn's mother right? RIGHT?

It's been few days since then, Gaku's now on break from his practice session with Ryuu. He sat on the floor while leaned on the big mirror which is wall. Since he's still in the practice room it's not weird to have a big mirror. He sighed, eyes look exhausted. Even when he's sitting, he looked like he could fall anytime now. Ryuu gave him a worry gaze, who's sitting beside him.

"Gaku, is there something wrong? You look like a kid who just lost their parents?"

Gaku quickly turn his head toward his partner with an alarm look. "What with that comparison?! Do I really look like that?!"

Ryuu beamed at him. "Ah! You're fine now!"

"Ryuu?!"

"Haha, I'm just joking! But for real, is this about that boy? You've been visiting him right?"

Gaku stared at Ryuu with blank look. "... Are you reading my mind?"

"Of course not! He seems to always in your mind. I'm here y'know."

Being the bro Gaku was, he told Ryuu everything. Gaku have been visiting Tenn, who's still Riku. Again, why's that name felt familiar? Anyway, Riku made his visits more enjoyable and less annoying. Don't get him wrong. Riku is a nice and bright person. It's just..

"You miss Tenn right?"

"O-oi Ryuu!"

"What? It's true right?" Only received silence from the other guy, Ryuu encouragingly smile at Gaku. "Just be patient alright? Let me find something about DID. Maybe there's something about alters switching place. Maybe there's some factor why the switch happen." Ryuu took his phone from his bag beside him as Gaku leaned toward him to see the bright screen. He look through the search network and scrolled his phone's screen, searching for some information. Both of them read about the mental illness.

Outwardly, switching is a process where an alter shift with another alter. There's many types of alters. But there's too many facts and their brains couldn't process any of it. Anything about alters really difficult! Gaku mess up his hair since he doesn't understand a bit about what he just read. Ryuu found another website about switching. He called Gaku as Gaku quickly look at the screen.

From what they read, switches can be consensual, forced or triggered. Gaku and Ryuu gazed at each other with concern looks before their eyes went back to the website.

A consensual switch might be planned ahead of time. Like an alter might planned to take over as they want go to the competition when it's the day competition start. Then, a forced switch. You can already understand from that. The alter themselves decide to switch themselves. And last but not least, triggered switch, which are not intentional. Rather, they occur when a situation forces a particular alter to come forward. There are a variety of triggers that can lead to switching. (God, DID just too complicated. Just do your own research to understand. I don't think I can explain it more with how limited my English is.)

Gaku and Ryuu stared at each other anxiously. So, there's no way to know when the real Tenn come back.

"And the host usually not aware of them.... That's because they don't remember about those traumatic events, the cause of why they develop DID. Tenn must having a hard time to adjust. Urgh... Life really unfair... Like my love life."

"Your love life are totally different, Gaku." Ryuu deadpanned.

"I understand a bit of DID... It's really hard to get better... There's no cure too. It's must be hard for Tenn.. Gaku, just do your best okay?" Ryuu patted Gaku's back as Gaku let his head fell with gloomy aura appeared around him. ".... Aye..." (I've been watching fairy tail a lot okay?!) (Future me : Yeah, I used to rewatch that show a lot.)