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Harry's pov

i wake up my head hurting rightfully so i sobbed for like 3 hours before i got any sleep. i sit up the girls are already getting ready i decide to go back to my room to get ready myself. i walk in and head straight for the bathroom having a nice shower before walking out and walking to my suitcase grabbing the clothes and getting ready in the bathroom.

neither me or louis say one word to each other from the moment i walked in to the moment we're sitting on the breakfast table not a single peep.

louis is once again quiet not only is he not talking to me he's not talking to anyone. he looks nervous like he's waiting for something bad to happen.

"darling boy what happened? you look restless and nervous babe." jay says as she looks to louis me gemma and lottie know exactly why.

"nothing mum just couldn't get a good nights sleep last night." he says and she frowns "why darling?" she says concerned for her son.

"because of mosquitoes. they were annoying." he glares at me. and mum whispers something to jays ear and she nods

after breakfast we head to the pool as usual mum sits next to me "all of you go away i wanna speak to harry alone." mum says to louis and the girls and they all leave to go sit with jay and the dads.

"what happened with louis? you seem upset and when he said something about a mosquito he was glaring at you." i sigh and look up at her "we had a small fight and he said some hurtful things i think it might've got to him how mean he was to me so that was maybe why he couldn't sleep." i'm keeping the full truth from her to protect louis. i could tell her that he's as gay as me but i'm a nice person after all.

"oh babe. i'm sorry did he say anything homophobic or about the way you dress or something?" she asks and i shake my head "he just called me dumb because we were playing this game together it's okay mum don't worry" now i'm lying lying.

"alright baby  always remember that i have your back it doesn't matter if i can never speak to jay again i will choose you. always." i nod and smile softly "thanks mum."

she walks off and i go back to reading my book. yes i'm reading a book what else am i gonna do swim? i'm afraid i'll lose the motivation to keep myself above water and drown.

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it's now night. this is gonna be the first night since we started that we're not gonna do it. i don't know how i feel and i don't wanna think about it.

"baby..i need-" he says  climbs up on the bed "are you fucking serious louis?!" i snap.

"what?" he says and i look at him with complete bafflement. i don't even know what to say is he that fucking dumb?! is he like actually genuinely seriously stupid?! i grab my stuffed animal my phone and charger and walk out pjs and all i cannot believe this mother fucker.

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Louis's pov
i toss and turn in bed for a little my boner is somewhat gone by now. i can't sleep. i can't sleep. i need to know where he is.

me
i know we're not on good terms but can you please tell me if harry's with you? he just walked out and i cant sleep not knowing where he is.

lottie
not here probs w mum.

me
okay thanks

i then go to text mum.

me
hey mum not sure if you're asleep or not but is harry with you? he walked out of the room randomly and i wanna know where he went i'm really worried x

mum :)
i don't know boo he's not here and if he was with mark he'd tell me. plus he's not really that comfortable with mark and robin. he's probably with lottie and gem dont stress get some sleep boobear xx

me
okay thank you.

where the fuck could he be. i can't sleep for the rest of the night i even walk out and walk around the hotel for a little while to figure out where he is nowhere.

it's now breakfast time and i try my absolute hardest to make myself look well rested and okay.

i walk to the table and see him right there enjoying breakfast. i mean i'm glad he's okay but what the fuck.

i sit right next to him. "where were you all night." i say in a hushed tone. "why does it matter to you? sorry i wasn't there to suck your dick." he says and i frown "shhh oh my god are you trying to get me killed?!" he sighs and rolls his eyes

he's wearing an oversized hoodie that i've never seen before with some also oversized sweatpants.

"who's clothes are those." i ask jealousy tinting my voice. "none of your fucking business my god stay out of my shit dude." he sighs and i stare ahead what the fuck did he do last night.

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