face the music|| L.S

12. 🎊

Harry's pov

i wake up and look up at louis who's not louis and is actually a pillow what the fuck. oh my god i knew he'd fucking be a cunt like that ugh i'm so dumb for.

"good morning." he says walking out of the shower in only a towel. i look up at him unsure if he's gonna yell at me or be how he was yesterday.

"good morning." i say and he sighs "i-i'm ready to talk about it if you are?" okay so he's nice good

"maybe after breakfast? i'm kind of you know sleepy right now." he nods and kisses my head "yeah anytime that's okay with you."

i take a shower get dressed walk to the breakfast table have breakfast i say this like it's nothing because to me it went by so fast i didn't even think before we were back at the hotel room changing into our swimsuits

"alright you can talk." i tell him once i'm applying some sunscreen on myself. "can you do me too? after you're done of course" he says and i chuckle "oooo the gay boy is gonna touch you lou are so very sure?" he rolls his eyes "yes i'm sure."

i giggle and he takes a deep breath. "i wanna apologize again for my hurtful actions and behavior. i'm so sorry for everything that i put you through harry you didn't deserve any of that it's just- the moment i saw you with your nail polish and flamboyant attitude that no one looked at you weird for i was so full of envy and jealousy because back in my circle of friends we always looked as those people as odd. i wasn't homophobic but it was just..odd to me. and no one judged you for it you were so unapologetically yourself. you didn't care who was saying what even when i told you the nail polish was for girls you stood your ground and didn't feel bothered by me. as the days went on you started to become more feminine and that sucked for me because although i don't want to be feminine but i want to be able to express myself without any fear or doubt. but i couldn't. or i told myself i couldn't. that's why i took it all on you. and those excuses i made were just desperate attempts to try to convince my own self i was straight. i only finally gave in when you yelled at me. i don't know how long i was gonna be in denial for but thank you haz. thank you for helping me figure out who i truly am. and accept and embrace him." he gives me a shy smile and i tackle him down to the bed with a hug

"ew get off your sticky" he giggles and i kiss his nose. "you're so very welcome babe!" i giggle and get off him

"you're forgiven just please understand your emotions better." i say and he nods "i'll try"

we then walk out to the pool and my mum sighs "finally! my god." i roll my eyes and sit down everyone is sitting in the same area which is strange.

"me and mark have an announcement." jay says and we all look around confused "what is it jay for fucks sake you've been teasing me all night." mum says and we all laugh

"we are moving like a 10 minute walk away from you guys." all of us start cheering and everyone hugs their best friend and louis hugs me tightly then i feel him picking me up "what are you doing?" i ask and he giggles mischievously. "louis what are you-" he throws me in the pool and i fall in with a big splash before he jumps in and gets me out

"you're a real dick you know that?" i say as he moves my hair out from my face. "i know." he smirks and we laugh together and we go down the slide this time. it was louis's idea. hehehe.