face the music|| L.S

11. 🖕

Harry's pov

i've been ignoring louis all day we never really talk during the mornings anyways but i'm ignoring him because he's mean.

mum notices but she doesn't say anything everyone notices actually the dads even notice and they hardly can get their heads out of football and work.

i finish my dinner and once again me lottie and gemma decided to dress up for the entertainment segment. i'm wearing a pretty pink sundress with just my white converse and lottie is doing my hair so it's 'extra soft' i love lottie so much she's like my second big sister.

she smiles "do you want the flower in your hair or a bow?" she asks and i shrug "i did the bow before so let's do flower."

"if that dickhead that's called my brother even thinks about doing anything to you just give me the look and i'll beat his arse." i giggle softly "it's not necessary i can stand up for myself."

she kisses my cheek "yes but he's still a dick." she adds daises in my hair and i giggle as gemma applies highlighter on my nose i don't usually wear a lot of makeup but i feel pretty cute.

"you look adorable lovie." gemma says and i giggle "thank you!" i smile and lottie and gem high five as we all walk back to the family

"ahhh hazza look at you you're beautiful baby." mum says and jay smiles at me "ugh let me take a picture cmon lou get in there."

the girls are on either sides of me as we all pose for a photo after the first photo all of us just start losing like mad men all except louis of course because he's a buzzkill and no one likes him. but me. unfortunately.

"cmon lou why're so stiff." jay says and he sighs "i just don't wanna be stupid for a photo mum." he says and gemma smiles "mum can we get permission to all flip louis off for a photo?"

"why not!" she says and lottie smiles "me too?" jay sighs "babe i-" she starts but anne quickly cuts her off "sure!" we all giggle as we flip louis off jay taking a photo of us and lou just stands there with his lips formed into a line.

"right well i'm gonna head back to my room see you all tomorrow morning." he says and i frown slightly and i didn't even get to whisper to lottie anything before she says "i swear to god if you tell me you feel bad for him." i quickly went back to where i was. staying silent.

we all enjoy the night and then i go back to my room to change and sleep and all that i decide to do my skin care in the bathroom then i see louis leaning on the doorframe in the corner of my eyes.

"why have you been ignoring me?" he asks and i pause i can't believe he's actually this dumb. "because you're a dickhead." i reply back looking directly at him.

"what you wanted me to falsely come out to my sister?" he asks and i scoff i'm not wasting my energy on this dumb beautiful man. "why do you even care that i'm ignoring you louis?" i sigh as i keep doing my skincare

"because i care." i roll my eyes "can't you just face the music for a moment louis? i mean come on how emotionally unavailable do you have to be to not even recognize your own emotions." i say and he rolls his eyes

"just- how am i a dickhead haz what have i done." i look to him okay i've had enough of being calm i walk out the bathroom so when i scream it doesn't make an echo i don't need anyone complaining about us. i walk to the bedroom i guess or the main part you know what i mean  and he looks at me "what?" he says and i take a deep breath

"you literally stood right here and made me fucking cry! you made fun of me and how i dress and how i am! all because your sister walked in on me giving you a blow job A BLOW JOB YOU ASKED FOR." i shout. "you told me i disgusted you! and you told her that i was nothing to you but a mouth to fuck how vile of a person do you have to be to say something like that. instead of calling you out on the fucking odd behavior of yours that you continue to make excuses for! news flash you annoying cunt straight people don't receive blow jobs from the same sex!  that's called being gay which you are and yes i'm involving you in my horrid gay way because louis i swear to god if i hear you say one more fucking time that you're straight and just using me to get off i will hurt you! look inside yourself! FACE. THE. MOTHER FUCKING. MUSIC. you are not straight. maybe bi sure but you definitely like men in a way. especially twinks who wear skirts and like to look all pretty because that's what i am!" i finish and finally snap into reality i kind of blacked out a bit but i'm back and he's..crying? ew what?

"wait wait why are you crying?" i ask and he sniffles "you're right okay?! i'm sorry for everything i'm a terrible person i know it's been so fucking difficult for me to accept it and i'm sorry you got caught up in my stupid mental shit. i'm sorry." he cries and i can't help but hug him. "i don't even wanna talk about this anymore." he says "but i'm so sorry. i'm so so sorry."

"don't cry. it's okay. you'll be okay. we can talk tomorrow." he cries into my chest and i kiss his head softly "okay cmon we're gonna head to bed alright?" i look up at him. and he nods "thank you. i know i'm not forgiven and if i am i shouldn't be. i know that. i'm only gonna try to make things right from here on out. i promise you." he kisses my hand and i nod kissing his cheek

"let's just go to bed right now honey." i hold his hand and lead him to his bed and he pulls me down with one pull and cuddles me. "is this okay?" i nod "it's okay babe." i nuzzle into his chest and fall asleep.

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