time of our lives.

watercolor eyes

As you walk down the halls of the school you dreaded coming back to. Being slut shamed isn't easy when your in high school. You get to your locker and open it to see a note that read "your good for nothing little slut sleeping with my boyfriend who do you think you are i'm going
to ruin your life you little slut!" You re-read the words "you little slut" over and over again until a sound of your locker closing scares you causing you to jump."fuck chishiya you scared me you asshole!" you say as you pinch the bridge of your nose. "i have a fucking headache you dick". he doesn't say anything and looks you up and down screening your body. "when's the last time you ate?" he says coming
back up to your eyes making eye contact with you. you look at him and roll your eyes "this moring" you respond with an attitude."your lying yn." he says as he comes closer to you. "get off of my dick damn why do you always have to be up in my face especially at 8:00 in the fucking morning dawg?" you say looking at the bawled up note im your hand and he looks down with you following your eyes "1 because im your boyfriend and i care about you, and 2 what is this?" chishiya take the note out of your hand and before you can grab it he has already opened and started reading. "why do you let them get to you yn? your slowing killing yourself over some stupid ass people who aren't even pleased wijt their own lives?"he throws the note in the trash and come back over to you "tell me why right now yn" he says as he walks back over to you." just leave me alone i don't have time for this right now" you say as you feel tears form in your eyes as the world
goes blurry as you feel guilt rise in you and you start crying because your boyfriend is right your killing your self over some fucking blue eye blond bimbos. "i'm going to the bathroom see you in class" you speed off into the bathroom and run into a stale and pull a bag out with a white pill in it as you take your phone and crush it up and short it. you put the other haves of the pills back in your bra and you go look at yourself in the mirror and you start to cry again looking
at how skinny you've gotten in the last 2 months your went from 190 pounds to 90 and the matter of 2 months and you let everyone down from your best friend, mom,sister, and your only person who really cares about you..chishiya. You wipe your face and your nose "fuck this shit. i'm done i'm going home and never coming back." i mean why did it matter anymore you and shyia we're graduating this year anyways.grabbing your bag you open the bathroom door and walk out of the schools front door. walking outside trying to find chishiya who is probably smoking weed in his car. You go to his car and you see him hot boxing his car. he's so fucking beautiful you think to yourself . you knock on the window and he rolls it down. "hey i'm sorry for everything i'm just going through a lot right now with the bullying and i completely understand if you don't wanna be with me anymore-" you get cut off by him pulling you in and shotgunning the smoke from him mouth into yours kissing you. "get in." he says rolling up the window. you get in his car and lay the seat back turning to him and sitting criss cross hitting the blunt." so how long have you been out here?" you ask passing the blunt back to him coughing. he laughs at your coughing." i came out here after you ran to the bathroom crying." he say hitting the blunt." are you mad at me?" you ask taking blunt from his hand." no i have no reason to be mad at you" those word were the words you thought you would never hear again. they linger in the back of your mind "no i have no reason to be". he grads his rolling tray and his zip and starts rolling "i don't think your a slut I really love you yn I do but you cant continue to kill yourself over some stuck up bitches" chishyia says looking you in the eyes " i love you too,hey let's say we get out of here and go to my house my mom and sister are outta town going to my grandparents so let's go have fun!" chishiya laughs and puts his weed back under his seat and starts the car,you smile and sit up in the seat biting your lip turning up the radio as cigarettes
out the window starts playing.
time skip
yall get to your house and get out as you wrap your arms around chishiya neck kissing him "i love you." you pull away and walk into your house chishiya following behind. " you know what we should do.. trow a pool party me and you and your friends" you say knowing you need this moment in your life. the part you have been longing forever wanting to drink smoke and let go of everything else that hurts you be around new people and just letting go and feel the air around you. "i mean fuck it." chishyia says as you smile hugging him.

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