Building Together

Guilt

Alessia POV:

You grabbed the first aid kit and patched up Y/N's cut. It wasn't bad but it was still a gash that could get infected nonetheless.
"I need to go and finish up and grab my stuff, are you going to be okay for a bit?" You asked, concerned.
"I'll be fine. I hope you don't get in any trouble." Y/N responds looking sheepish.
"It'll be okay, she's already in Marc's bad books after what happened with me earlier." You sigh.
"What did happen?" Y/N asked.
"I'll tell you later, it's nothing major, she just pushed all my buttons." You get up and kiss Y/N gently on the lips before heading back downstairs to collect your belongings.
You didn't want to tell Y/N what happened earlier in training. The truth is Leah was calling you a traitor and telling you to 'just leave and fuck off to Arsenal already'. You didn't know what to say to Y/N, you didn't want to ruin everything. You were the happiest you'd ever been and you couldn't bare the thought of not being with Y/N. When you arrive back downstairs Ella is the only one left. You collected your things silently as she watched you intently not sure when to speak.
"Everything alright?" Ella eventually asked.
"Yeah." You reply, deflated.
"Come on, Less. I know you. What's happened? And why did Leah run out with a bleeding nose?" Ella folded her arms expectantly.
"Umm, well you know I told you Leah wouldn't leave Y/N alone?" Ella nodded, moving to the edge of her seat.
"Well Y/N saw the argument on the pitch and after Leah read my phone and went up to try and seduce Y/N again but she also badmouthed me and Y/N punched her and she punched her back." You say quickly, barely taking a breath.
"Shit. That's mad. Are you going to tell her why you were fighting with Leah?" Ella asked.
"I don't know. I want to. But I'm so scared to, I can't lose her." You run your fingers through your hair.
"You need to tell her. Otherwise it'll be worse if she finds out that everyone expect from her knows, she'll be fuming." Ella reasoned with you.
You nod slowly, wracking your brain on how to tell her you're moving to London in the next few months.

Y/N POV:

While Alessia went to go and grab her things you sat for a moment and thought about what Leah had told you. The thought of Alessia moving to London made your heart hurt. What made it hurt even more is that she must've known about this since she first met you so why would she allow you to start falling for her when she knew she wasn't sticking around Manchester. You picked up your phone and dialled.
"Hey, Harriet." You greeted your boss.
"Hey Y/N. How's it going there?" She asked.
"Really good actually, I'm on track to complete as planned. Listen, when I've finished this job can I come in to the office and talk to you about something?" You ponder.
"Of course, you know my door is always open. Can it wait or do you want to come in on your way home?" You paused.
"Um, I'm actually staying at Alessia's so I'm not going home." You laughed nervously.
"Get in there, Y/N. Fair play well I'll see you next week then. You can always talk to me." You breathed a sigh of relief.
"Thank you, Harriet. Bye." You hang up the phone and stand back up, collecting your things together just as Alessia comes back in.
"You ready to go?" Alessia asks, that sweet smile you loved painted on her lips.
"Yeah. Have you got any beer at home? I need a drink after today." You laugh dryly rubbing the sore area around your cut.
"I'm pretty sure I've got some Peroni in the fridge, is that okay?" Alessia takes your free hand and pulls you along behind her.
"Sounds perfect. I do like Italian things." You say as you gently squeeze Alessia's bum, causing her to smirk at you.
"I'm not complaining." She says as you begin walking back to the car.
As you walk across the car park you see Leah getting in her car, a massive plaster and gauge taped across her nose and you couldn't help but chuckle quietly to yourself. She shot you a look before getting into her car and driving aggressively out of the car park.
"She's such a knob." Alessia muttered under her breath causing you to roar with laughter.
"What?" Alessia asked.
"I'm sorry it's the way you said that." Alessia smiled at the fact that she could make you laugh so effortlessly.
"Let's get out of here." Alessia said driving swiftly out of the car park and heading back home.
When you get back to hers you change into some joggers and a vest that you'd put in your bag. Alessia meanwhile changed into some short shorts and a crop top, making it impossible for you to keep your eyes off her.
"I'm going to make pasta for dinner, is that okay?" She said as she popped the top off of one of the Peroni's from her fridge and set it down on the table in front of you.
"Sounds lovely, thank you." You give her a small kiss before she heads back into the kitchen to get out everything she needed for her recipe.
"So what were you and Leah arguing about earlier?" You ask taking a sip of your beer.
Alessia froze with her back to you, thinking of how to tell the story without any of the details including her move to Arsenal.
"Less?" You ask, snapping her back to reality.
"Sorry. Um. I made a few bad passes and she was trying to tell me that I'm too distracted with you and that my head isn't in the game. She said she could make you happier than I could..." Alessia trailed off as her eyes filled up with tears. You rush over to her and wrap your arms around her waist, resting your head on her shoulder. Everything Alessia had recalled was true but after that Leah had told her that you'd be better off with her because she staying in Manchester and that she's a traitor to the team. She wasn't going to tell you that part, she didn't know how to tell you because she couldn't face the thought of losing you.
"Less, none of what she said is true." You kiss her cheek gently.
"I know. It's just you know when someone says stuff like that it gets to you, especially as she then went to try it on with you." Alessia said as she spun around to face you so she could wrap her arms around your neck.
"And then I basically told her to fuck off and broke her nose?" Alessia giggled and then her eyes rested on the cut on your forehead. She slowly moved her hand so she could stroke it gently.
"I've never had anyone stand up for me like you did. Not to the extent of ending up getting hurt themselves." Her forehead rested against yours and you wrapped your arms around her waist.
"She could'be thrown me out of the window and I'd still protect you." You say as Alessia's eyes flick down to your lips and back to yours eyes.
"It was also really sexy." Alessia says before smashing her lips against yours. You could feel the passion radiating from her body as she spun you around and pushed your back against the kitchen counter. You allow your hands to creep up her crop top and explore her athletic body with your fingertips. To your surprise she puts her hands under your bum cheeks and lifts you up onto the kitchen counter. She nestled herself between your legs and pulls your top off over your head.
"I thought you wanted to cook?" You ask breathlessly as she whips your sports bra off in quick succession.
"I want you for dinner." Alessia's eyes were dark. Everything in you crumbled and the flood gates opened. She put her mouth over one of your nipples and began to flick her tongue across it, causing it to harden in seconds. Much to her delight you begin to moan and quiver under her touch immediately. Alessia grabbed the waistband of your joggers and boxers in one and you lifted your hips slightly so she could wriggle them off you with ease. You were left sat naked on Alessia's kitchen counter, the blonde looking at you hungrily as she ran her fingers through her hair, eyeing you and licking her lips.
"You are something else, Russo." You say before she runs her fingers through your sodden folds causing you to moan loudly instantly.
"You're mine." She whispers before she lowers her head and nestles it between your legs, her tongue finding your throbbing clit immediately. Your hips buck towards her straight away and you use one of your spare hands to root your fingers into her hair.
"I'm all yours, baby." You moan as you move your hips in time with her tongue movements. The sensations inside you build quickly and you feel your legs begin to shake.
"Cum for me baby." Alessia commands as your body obeys and the world around you begins to lift. You come undone moaning loudly as Alessia slowly continues on your clit, allowing you to ride out every single wave of pleasure that she sent over your body. As you slump further onto the kitchen side she removes herself from between your legs and pulls you in for a slow kiss, allowing you to taste yourself on her lips.
"I never want to lose you." Alessia whispered, feeling a heavy sense of guilt in her stomach.
"I'm not going anywhere." You say back to her, knowing that she was the one planning to move.