The nerd

so im more of a freak?

ONIKA POV:

I've never been this nervous about things like this I'm usually in charge and know what to do but this could go north or south and it honestly scared me. Most people have trouble admitting there a little because they don't want to seem weak but it's not about that it's about being cared for and getting a break from life and I think that's exactly what Bey needed.

"n-no what is I-it" she said looking confused and tilted her head she's so cute!

"It's when you regress to a smaller age in your head mainly from infant to 15 but your age is  2 and may be able to go lower or higher. It is why you'll sometimes act "kidlike" or "babyish"." I said in one breath she was just staring at me and it scared me I didn't know what was going through her mind and the science was killing me. Soon enough tears were in her eyes," No don't cry baby its perfectly normal to be a little" I said holding her in my arms and rubbing her back

"N-NO it's n-not normal" She was in a full-blown tantrum and I understand why so I'm going to ignore the yelling.

"Bey it is a lot of people use it as a coping mechanism and I think that's what you are doing and its perfectly normal I am a caregiver myself." she was still crying but was listening by the way her eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

"it means that I care for littles like you its ok bb " I said trying to get her to calm down

"n-no I'm j-just more of a-a freak...t-they w-will just bully m-me more" Now I was confused because "they" is just more than meek let me find out other people wanna play with my baby.

"they? bey who else is bullying you" she didn't say anything and just looked down"we will talk about that later but trust me it's not a bad thing to be a little Robyn is a caregiver to and has her own little too" I said trying to show her shes not the only one.

"There is many people in the community do you want to see?" I said not wanting to overwhelm her but I wanted her to know it was more than just being babied. 

"mhm" she nodded but looked scared as to what she was going to see

"its no reason to be scared baby everyone is very accepting and nice do you want to see it online or in the store?" I said letting her hold the wheel I want her to feel that she's in control of what happens. She wordlessly pointed to my phone. I picked it up and searched ABDL at first it was a store that popped up but I decided to first go to definition then continued on skipping over the fetish part its no need to scare her with that because that's not what I want out of her.

"Its basically where you get to be carefree relax and not have to worry about anything just be yourself" I said going to a website where littles got to talk to each other in a safe place and gave her my phone and let her read away. She looked very engrossed in it and I smiled it seems like she warming up to it. She even laughed at a Mdlg joke which got me thinking is she gay? i mean just because she has a male part doesn't mean she has to be with a girl she could be with anyone really everyone has a preference. 

After a while she gave me my phone back a looked down playing with her fingers. I think she wanted to say something so I stay quietly and waited leaving her alone with her thoughts.

"i-i guess its o-ok" she huffed out still looking down as I smiled.

"Ok last thing do you uhm...want me to be your...caregiver?

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okkk another one I hope yall like stay safe out in this crazy ass world hope your day is going gooddd

Onikas introducing a new lifestyle to bey?