"Ugh and I fucking hate her! It's like no one even understands me."
I wonder when this'll be over.
"It's like whatever though cause obviously things'll be fine."
I feel like I don't even relate to anyone anymore.
"But you know then it's really not fine a-a lot" her voice cracked and she started sobbing.
It startled me. I mean I'm not heartless. Fuck knows what she's talking about though.
I started rubbing her back.
"You should develop a better relationship with your mom."
She sniffed and looked down.
I don't understand myself.
"Maybe I should just js..d.s..."
Blurry. Inside. In my head.
Why do people ask me for advice.
I used to be able to give it but now I feel so stuck.
I don't even know myself.
I shook my head quickly, "Uh sorry I blanked out."
She sniffed, "It's fine. Maybe I should run away from home."
"You can stay with my family if you want." The thought of having someone with me besides my siblings at all times sounded exciting. Comforting.
She wiped her eyes and got up. I looked up at her.
"I'm going to the bathroom."
"Okay."
