"Man I know, it's hard as fuck and I'm sorry about her passing but you need to let ha go.",darrian shrugged pursing his lips as he pats eugenes back while he sobs quietly with his face in his hands just trembling, yesterday night wasnt a good one and eugene knows this night isn't good either, it's worse.
"Come on eugene..it's okay, okay?",you frowned as tears streamed down your cheeks,"It's not even okay! Your obviously crying too!",david furrowed his eyebrows pointing at you,"That doesn't even matter right now! Look at him, he's scared!",you yelled pointing at eugene.
"Can y'all stop fucking yelling?",marianas face scrunched up,"Can you shut the fuck up?",you rolled her eyes and marianas eyebrows furrowed,"Who the fuck you talkin to like that little girl?!",mariana yelled, davids jaw dropped as he watched everything escalate.
Ethan pursed his lips and he helped eugene up, darrian noticed and he decided to help as well,"No..no get off me, it was your fault!",eugene yelled at darrian, darrians eyes widened as his mouth parted..it was his fault?
"It wasn't his fault eugene, it wasn't him okay?",ethan tried to soothe him down as you and mariana argued, david tries everything he could to calm both of you but you were so heated at the moment,"It was your fault because you're so fucking weak!!",you yelled, mariana slapped you and thats when your blood boiled.
David stood in front of you holding you tightly against him pulling you away,"Come on..stop bro.",david mumbled, he always loves fights but this one didnt feel right,"Fuck you mariana, fuck you!!",tears streamed down your face as david shushed you,"Look at me shorty, it's okay..okay?",he locked eyes with you, your lip quivered as you broke down in tears.
David held you tightly as you buried your face into his shoulder, he began to rub your back slowly trying his best to comfort you, mariana listened to your sobs and she felt bad, she feels like she failed you as an older sister.
"Dani..I'm sorry.",she apologized, you ignored her as you gripped davids shirt while your sobbing, ethan wanted to help you but he had to help eugene because no one was having common sense at the moment, sure you were hurting too but this is about eugene right now.
"Hey, eugene..you should get some rest, ight?",ethan patted eugenes back, eugene nodded as he wiped his tears,"Even if you can't sleep, just calm yourself. And if you need someone to talk to, I'm here and your sisters are here.",ethan reminded eugene.
"K.",is all eugene responded with,"Everybody get out.",ethan shouted with a stern tone as he furrowed his eyebrows, everyone began to move out eugenes room leaving him alone, darrians mind ran crazy at the moment, was it really his fault?
Ethan looked around for you, he spotted you with his older brother walking to your room, ethan bit his lip and debated if he should go talk to you, he was kinda jealous about his brother all over you but hes just trying to help.
Ethan sighed then went to your room as well, once he stepped in he saw you sitting on your bed with david sitting next to you with a frown, david noticed ethan so he stood up and left leaving you alone with him.
You looked up from your lap seeing ethan, he stared into your glossy eyes as tears streamed down your face, he let out a small breath then pursed his lips going over and sitting next to you, he wrapped his arm around your torso pulling you in close to his side, you hugged his side tightly as you sniffled.
"I understand your goin through a lot right now..we don't need to be in a relationship now because you need to sort yourself and your status with everybody else, so..talk to me.",ethan mumbled to you, you wanted to speak so bad but if you did say something you'd just break down and ethan understood it.
"Hey, hey..you don't have to speak, it's nice of you to actually acknowledge me though..I love you daniella, it's too early but i love you so keep it in mind, ma.",ethan rubbed your side as you cried quietly.
"So much is going on but no matter what happens, I'll love you..your not selfish, your not at fault and your not a bad person.",ethan whispered as he felt his eyes become wet.
"Kaylee liked me..not eugene, I don't wanna tell him because I don't know how he'll react.",you cried out, ethans eyes widened slightly but then he calmed himself,"The best thing to do is jus tell him ma, if you keep it a secret do you think he gon trust you ever again? Your his best friend, daniella.",ethan explained.
You nodded listening to ethan,"Thank you, notti.",you sniffled looking at him, he smiled warmly then he wiped your tears with his thumbs,"Just remember that I'm always here for you, even when you need company I'm gonna be here to stay with you.",he placed his hand on your cheek and caressed it softly.
He looked down at your lips then his eyes averted back to your eyes, your eyes show that you gave him approval, he smiled then leaned in kissing your lips softly, after a second he pulled away. It was only a short kiss but you did enjoy it, you didn't expect a long kiss anyway because your both still in the talking stage.
Ethan sighed as he runs his fingers through your hair,"You should get some rest too, my heart.",he forced a smile on his face, you nodded slowly and right at that moment– you yawned, ethan chuckled.
"See? C'mon..your already in your pajamas.",ethan mumbled and helped you lay down and get comfortable, he kicked off his shoes and laid next to you,"I can't stay but ima wait til you go to sleep, i gotta make sure my lil mama gets some sleep.",he smiles as he strokes your hair, your eyes closed as you laid there with your knees bending.
Ethan bit the inside of his cheek then he opened his mouth singing softly to you,"I want you..i hold a card, that I can't use..but I want you, your coming back..and it's the end of the world, were starting over and I love you darling..and I am done dear, your in the house and I am here in the car..I just need a quiet place where I can scream how I love you, I found you..I~ found the door, but when I stepped through..there was no floor, your coming back..and it's the end of the world, were starting over and I love you darling and I am done..dear, your in the house and I am in here in the car, I just need a quiet place where I can scream how I love you, I want you..I want you."
You remembered the song, he sang it to you before, you smiled tiredly then it faded as you fell asleep, ethan gives you a fat kiss on the forehead then he gets up and puts his jordans back on, he takes one glance at you then shuts off the light and shuts the door behind himself.
Soon he left with darrian and david after, they were all in a bad mood especially darrian, his mind is running wild about what eugene said but he tries to make himself feel better by telling himself it's not his fault..but what if it was? No, it wasn't.
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