There are so many shades of greys, darkness and woe. So many shades of lies, money and betrayal.
However, I had yet to see the undivided, raw shades of love. I could write mountainous pages of its conditions, it's hardships and somewhat ugly hues. Yet it came with great displeasure that I still stood unaware, unprecedented to all its kinds, shapes and forms.
My papaíto made sure, made it known that all I would need is his love , his affection and his undying admiration. That no rock, battle or demon could ever snatch his words, love or actions from me. He made it known that his love shall forever sustain me , even after death his angels of ruin shall haunt and guide me. Yet it seemed as I grew , budded and bloomed , that his love morphed into an unrecognizable distortion. His love with his conditions remained , yet it seemed it became so... stray, dispersed.
I never knew my papaíto to share, he was a cold man. Somewhat selfish for his money and home. His business being the stature of it. But for me, he was a man of caring, loving qualities. And it was within and instant , when I was small, that I realised that the man cloaked in stacks of green, would drop almost everything if it meant for me.
My love for my papaíto was undying, forever and eternal, -
or... so I thought.
Signed, Briar Mendoza
•Song - (lovely - Instrumental) ~ Billie Eilish•
Before we begin this story I would just like to preface, once again, it's dark themes and natures, characters and settings.
This is a dark romance, accept it for what it is and nothing else.
I would also like to take the time to make note on Blairs character, and how I chose to design her various characteristic and traits.
Blair is naive, innocent and yet highly opinionated, however throughout the story as well as other characters theirs a change and development in Blair, still remaining smart , with promising morals and knowledge on high human morality, she's not a fool.
That's all.
Bye lovesss
-lollipopco
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Sweetened afterthought
Romance"A love that was doomed from the beginning" ~lollipopco