Sanegiyu| And I thought you hated me|

SHINZAGAWA!?!?

|Giyus pov|

I wake up I feel something- or someone. Pressed up against my back and I yawn rubbing my eyes  Assuming I'm just feeling things but then I sit up and noticed someone in the bed next to me? This was weird. I stand up and I pull the covers off of him my eyes whidening and I let out a loud gasp followed by me letting out a small scream "SHINZAGAWA!? WHY ARE YOU HERE!" I fell Down letting out a grunt and I saw shinzagawa fly up out of the bed looking around his gaze then suddenly settled on me.

|sanemis pov|

I suddenly hear someone yelling my last name I shoot up shoving the covers off of me looking at the figure I notice it's Giyu I had forgotten that I had fallen asleep in his bed last night it seems he had woken up

"Asshole...I came last night and you were asleep so I just slept here!" I snapped scowling at Giyu I hated this man so very

"shinzagawa. Leave now.." Giyu said still in a slightly awkward and shaky voice I'd never heard his voice sounding like that...but he then stood up and dusted himself off holding a scowl on his face aswell

"Not Intill you answer my question." I look at him my eyes whiden as I see bandages on his wrists...they were covered by his haori sleeve before when did he get those injury's- why were they on both of his wrists how bad were the wounds? wait why do I care about Tomioka- I hate him

"Shinzagawa- just go..." it was clear Giyu had noticed me looking at his wrists and he crossed his arms he was hiding something I couldn't let that slide.

"Asshole show me your wrists," I say harshly though I was trying to be nicer for some reason I was concerned for this asshole...

I then noticed Giyus eyes widen why was he so surprised but he reluctantly held out his hands turning his head away from me. "Fine."

I look at his wrists grabbing them both tightly with one hand and I use the other to unwrap the bandages. These cuts were fresh like they were just made last night. Giyu didn't have a mission last night...these these...were self inflicted I glare at Giyu turning his head to face me by grabbing his chin I had to get him to admit it. 

"WHERE DID YOU GET THESE CUTS! DUMB FUCK." 

I Saw Giyu flinch...I felt bad sense I could tell these wounds were self inflicted did I drive him to do this? Anyways I needed to get him to admit it I continued to stare at him Intill he spoke. "I- I Uhm...did it my-myself.." he gulped this is the most emotion I'd ever seen this fucker show. 

"....Why." I say harshly grabbing his wrists in both hands now squeezing them tightly why would he do this...did I hurt him that badly? Why do I even care,I mean I hate demons way more then I hate him. He's another human I can't believe he's this mentally unstable

|Giyus pov|

I stared at sanemi in dismay my eyes clouded with slight fear my wrists were aching and stinging sanemi was hurting them further by squeezing them my face distorted and showed the pain I wasn't in the right state of mind...why did he care. Why did I do it. Why couldn't I just have died instead.

"Shinzagawan c-can you let go..it hurts," I say calmly but with a stutter my face turning a light tint of pink for a moment but it faded away. Sanemi then pulled me out of the room without saying a word I panicked I didn't know what to do I stomped my foot down trying to pull away

"STOP FIGHTING ME FUCK FACE." shinzagawa yelled and then pulled more I knew I couldn't keep this up for long why did he care why was he here why couldn't I just relax and he alone...I let put small grunt and then suddenly I saw shinzagawa swing his hand at my neck I duck under it and kick his leg out from under him slipping my hands free from his grip "shinzagawa! I'm sorry." 

Sanemi is glaring at me after he returned to his feet "YOU DUMB FUCK." I look at him and for a moment I get lost in his gaze I'm confused...why did he care millions of thoughts and possibilities pass through my head next thing I know I see sanemis hand swing at my neck again it's to late I can't react I feel the sharp sudden throbbing as his hand hits my neck then my eyes roll back and I close them falling to the ground everything fading away.