The Runaway Mistress

Chapter Nineteen

"Astrid... baby please don't push me away..."

His deep voice was pleading. I wanna caress his face and memorize every inch of it.

"Zhander?"

I want to make sure that it was really him that's why I held his right hand and turned around.

His chest is the first thing I saw before I looked at his face. He scent is a mixed of his perfume and alcohol.

Nakapikit siya. It was so bold of me to caress his veiny arm up to his face and caress his jaw. "Zhander..." I called him.

He looked at me, doubt was visible on his face. "Let's talk please?"

Umiling lang siya at agad na ipinatong ang mukha sa balikat ko. Gusto ko siyang titigan pero hindi ko magawa dahil nakasubsob ang mukha niya sa balikat ko.

"Zhander please? We need to talk."

Umiling ulit siya. "Do you.... h-have a relationship with Kareem?"

Pilit akong kumalas sa yakap niya pero hindi ko magawa. "Zhander please, let go of me..."

Medyo kumalas ang yakap niya kaya natitigan ko ulit ang mukha niya. I don't know if I saw tears in his eyes pero he immediately looked up kaya hindi ko tuluyang nakita kung luha nga ba iyon o nabasa lang ng tubig.

"So you two are together?" Ulit nito nang hindi tumitingin sakin.

"Ano ba yang mga tanong mo Zhander? Those aren't my priorities."

"Kailan pa naging kayo? Come on Astrid... Please tell me... para hindi na ako umasa pa..."

Gamit ang dalawang kamay ko, I lift his face and locked his gaze. "I am not in a relationship, if you're thinking Kareem and I have a thing, stop it, we're not together-"

"You're lying..."

Hindi pa ako tapos pero unti-unting dumampi ang labi niya sa labi ko. The familiar feeling of his lips locked into mine revived all of the memories that we're together.

His tongue that explores my insides, making me hold into his chest to find some strength as he devours my whole mouth.

A moan escaped my lips, the eagerness to free my desire that I kept for almost how many years had finally come to life.

His touch had became bolder, he explores his hand down to my center as his lips went down to kiss my jaw.

I provided him great access and even though I'm outside, just feeling his hot kisses my insides went on fire.

"Z-zhander..." My voice sounds like I'm pleading. Halos hindi ko na matukoy ang boses ko.

"Astrid tell me that you're not lying."

"A-about...uhmm... what?" My voice sounds like it was a whisper. I can't compose myself properly.

Wala na akong ibang maisip kundi ang pagnanasang namayani saking loob.

"That you and Kareem aren't together."

My breathing hitched when I felt his hand caress my folds. "Ahhh! Z-zhander!"

He bit my ear down to my shoulders, halos manggigil siya sa pagkagat sa balikat ko. It doesn't hurt much. Tila mas uminit pa ang pagnanasang nararamdaman ko ng hawakan niya ang gitnang hita ko.

He was teasing me! I looked at him and I can see he was enjoying my state right now. I know I'm hungry for his touch. I was too preoccupied that I forgot about the thing we needed to talk about.

He slowly slid a finger inside me and I hold onto his arm to find some strength. "Tell me Astrid you two aren't together."

"Uhmm... Fuck! We're not together for fuck's sake!"