Prom Geek

Seeing Him Kills Me Inside

As I was sleeping I had a dream about Nick.

It hurt me that he had broken up with me over something that happened like a week ago and it was way before I even met home so it shouldnt have been such a big deal.

i woke up and sat there thinking.

I couldnt sleep anymore so I went to take a shower and brush my teeth.

I didnt get dressed yet because it was too early.

I sat there playing a game on my phone.

It took my mind off Nick.

When it was 6 o'clock I got out of bed and went to put on my clothes.

I didnt really care about what I was wearing today.

I grabbed my homework off my desk and took my phone.

I walked down the stairs slowly because I wasnt so eager to be going to school.

When I was down the stairs I walked over to the door and got into my car.

I drove slowly not caring if I was going to be late or not.

When I reached the school I went to my locker to get my binder .

As I was walking to my class I saw Nick with another girl. Hugging, kissing, and holding hands. The girl had golden brown hair and light blue eyes just like Nick's.

I looked away quickly and felt like my heart had just been pulled out of my chest and stompped on.

I turned and walked the other dircetion.

Then I felt someone touch me. I turned around to see who it was and it was Mason.

"Leave me alone." I told him 

"What did I do this time ?" he asked

"You told Nick that me and you kissed and then he broke up with me."

"No I didnt."

"Well then how did he find out ? You know what forget it. This is just killing me even more."

He didnt respond. He just walked up beside me.

When we saw Bridgit they continued to walk together and I just walked to the library to think.

When the bell rang I walked to my class.

Class went by slowly.

When the bell rang I got out of my seat slowly and walked to  my next class.

Again I saw Nick and that girl.

It took every fiber of my being not to cry.

I walked past them looking down and I could hear them laughing.

Then I remembered how me and him used to walk together laughing, holding hands. Now he was doing that with another girl.

When I got to my next class, I turned in the homework and then took my seat.

I didnt bother to answer any of the questions because I wasnt in the mood.

When class was over I got up slowly again and walked out the door.

I didnt want to eat lunch and I didnt want to stay at school either so I walked out the door and went home.

When I got home, I ran to my room to change into my pj's and then  I ran back downstairs to watch tv.

I kind of fell asleep but when i woke up it was 4:29.

I got up and went in the kitchen to make a sandwich cause my tummy was grumbling.