Peep into the new world of love and obsession.
You say I love you,but it's never necessary that I love you too.
What happens,when it was all happy in our lives,but the next moment,everything,just changed,changed into the worst.
The small,happy world...
The next day,as usual Raj left for his work.Haseena was sitting on the arm chair writing probably the last page of her daily jornal:
"Dear diary,
Aaj shayad akhri baar hum tumse baat kar rahe hain.Aaj akhir kar hum,baby aur anu saath ho jayenge,bhale iss lok main nahi par kahi toh ek honge.Hum yeh toh samaj gaye ki jitne needar aur bahadur hum bachpan main the,utne shayad ab nahi rahe,kyunki tab hum akele reh sakte the,tab shayad hume adat ho gayi thi akelepan ki.Par anu se milne ke baad,ab hum akele rehne ka soch bhi nahi sakte.Humne bohot koshish ki,ki kamse kam humare bache ke liye hi hum jeeye,par humse nahi ho raha.Roz roz anu ke khayal aate hain,humara man kisi main nahi lagta,aur upar se yeh Raj.Humse nahi ho pa raha,aise lag raha hain mano hum har se gaye ho iss zindagi namak race main.Humare ek laute motivation,humare anu,hi nahi rahe toh kya hi karenge jeekar bhi hum.Jante hain yoon har maan lene kisi bhi problem ka solution nahi hain,lekin yaha problem hum khud hi hain,humare liye Raj ne Anu ki jaan le li,humare wajah se hi hum anu se door huwe,aur humara baby bhi uske papa se door ho gaye.Saari fasad ki jad hum hi hain,toh hume hi mar jana chahiye.Waise bhi jeeti laash ke tarah rehne se acha hain ki hum,hum chale hi jaye iss duniyaa se humesha humesha ke liye.Lekin sirf ek baat ka afsos rahega,aur humesha rahega ki humare bache ki iss sab main kya galti thi,ki woh nanha sa beej iss duniya main aane se pehle hi......
Tears were continuously flowing from her eyes,some fell on the page and she could just not make herself to write anymore so she just took a deep breath to control her sobs and wiped off her tears.She closed her daily journal and kept it in the cupboard at its place.Then she picked up the photoframe that was placed on the table besides.It was a picture of their's-she and her Anu.
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Even the date was mentioned beneath the photograph.It was the day 10/06/2023.The date was a day just before Raj had came into their lives.It was well till that day and then.....
She had a smile reminiscing the moments they had spend,cause it was a sunday and they spend the entire day romancing and them and only them,enjoying,reading,gardening,laughing,giggling,smiling,hugging,kissing,entire day they spent it happily.They were so happy being themselves and alone with each other,why did Raj had to come into their lives like a bad omen.But anyways,cursing would not bring back her Anu to her.She wiped off the lone tear that escaped her eyes and took out a white fresh page,doting down the letter that she had wrote for Raj. [refer to the chapter "He lost her,forever?" for the letter].
After penning down the letter she came downstairs and kept the letter over the dining table and placed a paperweight over it.Picking up the car keys she moved out of Rainbow,starting the car she drove off to braunsberg.It was a very cloudy weather since morning,and here up the hill top the clouds appeared even more denser,predicting a rain any sooner.Getting down the car,she looked at the cliff end,and again and again those pictures of Raj and Anu,where Anu was hanging down the cliff end came coming in front of her eyes,she could only recall that standing over there.She started walking ahead,taking slow baby steps,placing one of her palm over her belly she finally reached the cliff end.She knew she was doing injustice to their baby,but again they both were incomplete without Anu.She closed her eyes,took a deep breath and mumbled
