Admiring Her : The Heiress (Unedited.)

CHAPTER 50-Her sacrifices.

⚠️TW; R@pe, Torture, assault.⚠️

Shevio's POV.

-After we came back to manila.-

"I will surely kill that bastard kapag hindi mo s'ya hiniwalayan, Shevio!" Sigaw ni lolo habang kausap ko ito sa telepono na ikinalayo ko nito sa aking tenga.

I prevent myself from making a sound na ikakagalit lalo nito. Baka saktan n'ya ang babaeng mahal ko, hindi ko kakayanin.

"H-Hihiwalayan ko s'ya, L-L-"

"Siguraduhin mo, kung hindi ay mas lalo mo s'yang hindi makikita! You're so stupid, darn." Sigaw ng lolo bago patayin ang tawag.

My tears burst sa mga katagang sinabi ng grand father ko. I can't let him hurt my Atasha. I can't.

I started being cold towards her and it's slowly killing me. It's making my heart hurts everytime I see her getting shattered little by little. Para akong sinasaksak tuwing nakikita ko ang pagbabago sa mukha nito. Para akong namamatay nang paulit ulit.

""It's because I love you damn much, Love. I can't marry someone else if it's not you. You know that I can see my future with you already."

I felt like there's a thousand of needles na tumutusok sa puso ko ng sabihin ang mga katagang 'yon. Hindi ko kayang tumingin sa mga mata n'ya na ngayon ay nagmamakaawa sa'kin na bawiin ang sinabi ko. I look at Taliya at ramdam ko ang paghigpit ng hawak nito sa'kin.

"S-She's my sister...right?" She whispered, sapat lamang para ako ang makarinig at tumango. I saw how she froze and lower her head.

She came to my unit, but, ako naman ang umalis at sa condo ni Tina natulog. I just need to do this for my Atasha's sake.

After that, binalikan ko si Atasha sa unit n'ya. I don't want to see her hating me, I will fix this! I will surely fix this. I even promised it to her.

A month had passed at nalalapit na rin ang birthday ko. I tried to plan everything, every single thing na maaring malusutan ni Wendy. I asked Taliya to accompany me that day para pumunta sa mall and look for a wedding ring.

She gladly agreed on helping me, even her father. On my birthday, I will tell everyone that Atasha Fritz Monterial-Hashton is my lover and the only woman that I will marry.

The only woman I loved and currently loving.

Ng matapos kaming makabili ng ring ay uuwi na sana kaming dalawa ng may magtilian at magyaya sa'ming mag-picture. I got shocked ng utusan kami nito na mag-kiss for the picture. But, I don't want to. I don't want to hurt my Atasha.

That's why Taliya kissed my cheeks that time. Para hindi kami pagdudahan but, that's a wrong move. I saw Atasha looking at me with pain visible in her eyes kaya't lalapitan ko na sana ito ng hawakan ako ni Taliya sa braso at umiling iling.

Tinabig ko 'yon, but, Taliya kissed me. I don't know what to do ng gawin n'ya 'yon, my mind is telling me to push her kaya ng rumehistro sa utak ko ang nangyari ay naitulak ko at sinampal. I look at Atasha's direction and she's not there. What the fuck?!

Masama ang tingin na iginawad ko kay Taliya na agad naman n'yang ikinapanghingi ng tawad.

"I saw a red dot on her t-shirt. Maybe your lolo's watching us, please, I don't want my sister to get hurt." She pleaded na ikinatango ko na lamang at tumakbo para habulin silang lima. But to my dismay, si Yurika ang sumalubong sa'kin at hinila ako sa bakanteng space.

"What the fuck are you even thinking?!" She shouted at sinampal ako na malugod ko namang tinanggap. This is my fault.

"Can't you see that you're hurting her?! Why are you doing this to her? Putangina naman, Shevio. Ano ba? Bakit ba ang gago gago mo?! C-Can't you see how much she a-admire you..why?! Why are you doing this?" Sigaw ni Yurika na ikinatingin ko sa kan'ya and tears started dropping from my eyes na ikinagulat n'ya.