The Cracks I Didn't See - COMPLETED

THE CRACKS I DIDN'T SEE - IV

"I wish I could see it," I murmured softly, my heart aching with the desire to witness the beauty that he described. "But as long as you're here with me... Kahit mabulag na lang ako habang buhay... Basta nandiyan ka."

Russell squeezed my hand gently as his touch grounding me. "You don't need to see it, Mahal," he said tenderly. "I'll be your eyes, and I'll describe everything to you, every colour, every detail."

I smiled sweetly. In his arms, I didn't feel like a burden or someone who was missing out; I felt cherished and loved, just as I was.

Maya-maya pa ay naramdaman ko na ang paunti-unting paglamig ng hangin, senyales na gumagabi na. "Okay, Mahal, it's time for your second wish. What is it?"

Tumingin ako ng diretso sa pinanggagalingan ng boses niya saka inimagine na nakatingin ako sa mata niya. I cleared my throat before I speak, "I wish for a lifetime of laughter with you," I finally said, my voice filled with sincerity.

He pulled me closer, wrapping his arms around me. "You already have that, Mahal," he said, and just like always, punong-puno ng lambing ang boses niya habang masuyod na hinahaplos ang mukha ko. "And you will have it for as long as you love me and I love you," he whispered in my ear before planting a quick kiss on my forehead.

"Do you understand what that means?" he asked.

I shook my head. "Ano?" I asked.

"My love for you will never fade... As long as we love each other, we will be happy forever. And that means, you can be happy forever... Even without me. Because my love for you doesn't have an expiration."

I couldn't help but feel emotional because of the love I receive from him. The way he makes me feel loved, validated, and the way he treats me... Walang kapantay.

He's my greatest love. He's my life.

"Go on, make a wish." He commanded.

My heart raced like a drumbeat in my chest and each thud echoing my nervousness. Butterflies fluttered in my stomach, causing a whirlwind of unease. I bit my lower lip before I speak.

"I..." I began. "I w-want to feel you..." I said it. I took a deep breath before I continued. "Inside me, Russel." I added. I could feel my cheeks turned crimson as I spoke in a hushed tone.

Shet. Baka iniisip niyang desperada ako.

He gently brushed his fingers against my cheek. "Love, are you sure?" he asked tenderly, concerned about lacing his words. He wanted to make sure that I was truly ready for this, that I wasn't making the wish out of fear or desperation.

He leaned in to kiss my forehead. He cupped my face and tilted my chin, "Lovey, you never have to be shy or embarrassed with me," he whispered, his voice filled with tenderness. "Your wish is my desire, and I promise to make you feel loved and cherished in every way."

My heart swelled with love and gratitude for the amazing man beside me. In his arms, I felt safe and accepted, knowing he'd do anything to make me happy.

As night fell, we strolled hand in hand along the shore, feeling the soft sand and hearing the soothing waves.

Nang makabalik kami sa cottage ay maingat niya akong inalalayan hanggang sa makaupo kami pareho sa bed.

Russell snagged my hands, sending a jolt of excitement through me. "You sure about this, my love?" he asked, his voice soft like melted butter.

I nodded my head and smiled softly, "Yeah," I whispered back, meaning it with every fiber of my being. "I trust you, dorky." I said and he chuckled.

He led me over to the bed.

His kisses rained down on me and each one was like a whispered promise. "I love you, woman," he murmured, his voice was husky but filled with emotion. "So damn fucking much." He added.

My lips parted slightly as the heat of his breath feels like whisper against my skin before his kiss landed. It was a slow burn, a gentle exploration that sent shivers dancing down my spine.

"Thank you," I breathed back, my voice thick with desire. "I love you too." My fingers grazed his chest. A low moan escaped my lips as I reached for the hem of his shirt, a silent invitation for him to go inside me.

We flopped down next to each other. I could feel my tears streaming down my cheeks as I feel his thing started to enter my hole, but the pain suddenly goes away as soon as he kissed me- there. Halos mapaliyad ako dahil sa sensasyong ibinibigay niya sa akin. Bawat pag galaw ko ay siya namang pagsabay niya sa akin. Para kaming sumasayaw dahil iisa lamang ang galaw namin. His hands traveled in every part of my body and all I could do is to moan and call his name.

Russell murmured sweet nothings in my ear, making me feel like the only woman in the world. His hands was gentle but it was firm. He explored every inch of me, like he was memorizing every detail of my being.

With each touch, it felt like a weight lifted off my shoulders. Like I finally found my missing puzzle piece.

As things heated up, our bodies moved together in a way that just felt right, like we were two puzzle pieces finally clicking into place.

Every kiss and every brush of our skin sent shivers down my spine and ignited a fire in my core to that point that all I could do is to moan and dance on the bed.

It was a memorable night that left us both breathless. We weren't just tangled limbs anymore; we were a tangle of souls, raw and exposed. His hand trailed down my hole, sending a delicious pleasure cascading through me. Every lingering touch, every soft sigh, felt like a secret language only we understood.