Katsuki Bakugou~ Fifi's

Chapter twenty: Selfish

You all stumbled into the apartment, a pile of shoes quickly forming near the door. Bakugo had a frim grasp on your wrist dragging you through the apartment and straight to the bathroom. "Strip," he grunted.

"Bakugo-"

"Get your mind out of the gutter you little shit, I don't want you getting sick. Strip." He said again using more of a commanding tone now. You didn't move, "what?! What is it!?"

"Get out," you wrinkled your nose.

He scoffed, rolling his eyes and tilting his head to the left. "You're so immature," you stuck your tongue out at him. He resigned turning around to leave, "fucking brat." The man grumbles under his breath, "and don't lock this fucking door I still gotta bring you clothes." He barks just before leaving, slamming the wood door behind him.

"Hey no fair you took the bathroom," Kirishima whined.

"Shut up," he stomped over o his room.

"That's not nice," you shouted from the bathroom.

"Get in the shower!"

Mina cackled from inside of Kirishima's room.

Bakugo stomped back into the bathroom, "clothes," he grunted. He took his shirt off and put it in the pile with yours.

"Thank you," you were massaging at your scalp. The water was getting cold and you'd soon have to get out, especially if you wanted the others to have hot water. Bakugo folded your clothes over the towel rack then bending down to pick up the pile of soaked clothes. "You're leaving?"

"Didn't you just throw a fit about me seeing you naked."

"You don't have to see me undressed," you shut off the water. "I just want talk to you," you mumbled.

"Gotta bring you a towel, I forgot." He left again only returning when he had discarded the pile of wet clothes and found a nice towel for you. While looking in the opposite direction he passed it to you. "We can talk," he had started taking off his pants. You pulled back the curtain and stepped out of the bathtub, the towel covering whatever you didn't want him to see.

You smiled at him lovingly, your hand reaching out to wipe his still sagging bangs out of his. "I don't know how it's still wet," you laughed.

"It's fine," he turned so the two of you stood back to back. He slipped of his boxers while you slid on the pair he had set out for you.

"That call," you began.

He groaned in response.

"Nu-uh. We gotta talk about this, don't think I didn't notice what you did to the wall back there." You gestured to the door, now fully dressed. Bakugo was in the shower already, huffing and grumbling to himself. You sat down on the toilet cover sighing to yourself. "I feel like I'm scolding you, I just wanna understand. Explain it to me."

Another huff from him, his nostrils flaring like that of a bull. "I don't wanna talk about it," he grumbled.

"Then what do you want to do," you narrowed your eyes on the shower. Silence. It was like that for the next five minutes until he shut off the water and stepped out from the tub. You were quick to turn away, shutting your eyes just in case.

"Oh calm down, I've got underwear on."

You stole a glance, suddenly wishing he didn't put anything else on. That shade of green looked nice on him, and well that print of his wasn't so bad either.

"Eyes up here perv," he snapped. "Fucker," he pulled on a pair of pants chortling when you pouted. "Come on," he grabbed your hand pulling you out of the bathroom with him. Kirishima stood talking to Mina who was waiting for her turn in the shower. The pinkette winked to you in passing, shutting the door behind her.

"No shirt?" You asked as once again you found yourself in Bakugo's room. He tossed you onto the bed, your body bouncing on the mattress. Just as you were about to bounce up again his body collapsed on top of yours flattening your lungs and pinning you down. "Fuck," you hissed hands moving to rub at his back.

"Sorry," he mumbled his breath seeping past the fabric you wore. His arms wrapped tightly around you while he checked to make sure the door was locked.

"Who's clingy now?" You teased, playing with the hair at the nape of his neck.

"Shut up," his words held no malice. In fact he held on to you tighter, nuzzling further into you. "That bastard told me to leave you," he spat. He was shaking again, rage causing his whole body to vibrate.

"Who? Why?"

Bakugo got on all fours hovering over your form. It was intoxicating, the smell of his pillow and sheets was already clogging all your senses and now he was the only thing you could see. The rain was starting to quiet down too, soon enough he'd be the only thing you'd hear. "You'd never hurt me," you weren't sure if it was a question or statement.

"Katsuki?"

That wasn't what he wanted to hear. He wanted to hear that you'd never hurt him, not even on accident. He wanted you to promise it. He was fuming, and... worried? And scared. He was scared. The Bakugo Katsuki didn't have the strength or muscle to hold himself up anymore. "They're gonna pull me out of the operation," he sunk down so that he could put his face in the crook of your neck. "They're gonna pull Kirishima out of the operation," his breathing was ragged. "They're gonna take you away from me," his eyes were wet. There were tears forming where his lids had closed. His hands grabbed at the back of your shirt, body trembling while he cried.

"Is that what all this is about? Is that what that conversation in the rain was over? Katsuki it's ok."

"But-" Damn it he felt like a kid! This was infuriating, it was pathetic!

"You don't have to say it," you were scared. You knew what you were doing could lead to prison but now that you could actually start to taste it... you were worried. You weren't just worried for yourself either, no you were worried for the crying mound of muscle that had become deadweight just now.

He sniffled, "I want to stay with you. I like-" Why was this so hard? Hadn't he already said he loved you, why was this so difficult. "I like being with you," he nuzzled against you. "I like this."

"I know but... This is all just really bad timing, shit just started to hit the fan for me and then you show up. I hadn't meant for you to get caught up in my shit," you pulled him closer to you. You wanted his weight to crush you, at least then you'd die happy. "It was selfish of me to think I could keep you."