My Nerd

She drives me crazy

Tzuyu POV

I nervously trudged into my local CVS, I feel like everyone knows why I'm here where really nobody even bats an eye at my arrival. I try to act like I'm grabbing candy and just walk around for a good minute, straying away from my main goal.

Finally working up the courage, I walked to the medical Aisle, passing the Tylenol and headed straight towards the condoms. Can this get any more embarrassing? yes yes it can.

I was about to reach for the small black box when a familiar voice jolted me in fear. "Tzuyu! Hey kid!" Sana's dad walked over from the other aisle, a grin plastered on his face. My hands started to shake so I stuffed them in my jeans pockets hoping he wouldn't see right through me "What're you doing here?" He said putting a hand on my shoulder and looking at me intently, his daughter resembles him so much it kills me. Only if he knew what I really came here for..

"Oh just picking up some Advil for y 'know headaches and stuff"
"Oh yeah definitely, i bet it could be a drag wearing that helmet all the time" he said pointing to my helmet that I had in the cart I was pushing "Yes sir it could get too stuffy sometimes" he just laughed and shook my hand "Well I'll see you later Tzuyu it was nice talking to you"
"You too sir have a nice day"
"Alright you too" with that he walked off with his basket of medications and eventually walked out of the store. Once he was out of sight I almost fell to my knees, he almost caught me and if he did I don't even know what I would do. It also would be super confusing if he saw his daughter's girlfriend pushing a whole cart full of different sized condom boxes, he would've definitely thought I was a cheater.

Letting out a long breath finally get back to my main objective, I've never had sex before so this is huge for me. I know Sana's down to do it whenever and wherever but I really want this to be special for me and her. Since I've never been intimate with anyone other than myself, I've never had to buy condoms. I'm actually infertile so I can't have any children of my own which broke my heart the first time I heard that news. The fact added on to the list of hatred that I had towards myself, I thought that even though I had this disgusting thing between my legs I could still make babies which brought me hope.

Just to tear it all down later on, the doctor said there still could be a 1% chance but it's very unlikely. Even though I know I won't be able to get anyone pregnant any time soon I'd still like to play it safe just in case that 1% comes true.

After taking a box of each size from the shelf I headed to the cashier, she looked at me in confusion while I just awkwardly smiled, I've never watched someone bag items so eagerly before.

Once I tucked all the boxes in my bag I headed to school. Today's definitely gonna be an eventful day.

Sana POV

Tzuyu didn't come to the first period which made me sort of worried, maybe I'm being too direct? If she isn't ready then I won't pressure her. I was about to go to lunch when I felt two strong arms hug me from behind "Hey Ba-What the hell! Suho get off me" I immediately squeezed out of his embrace and pushed him away. "Just thought to tell you how beautiful you look today Sana" I just scoffed, how pathetic can he get. "Suho when I say don't talk to me I mean it you're not a part of my life anymore and I'd like to keep it that way" I said shortly before hurriedly stepping away towards the cafeteria "Sana wait! I'm sorry please you're the only one for me-" I just tuned him out and pushed open the cafeteria doors leaving him talking to himself in the hall.

Tzuyu's still nowhere in sight and it makes me insanely worried, I think I scared her away. What if she thinks I'm some sex crazed animal waiting to strike, which honestly isn't too far from the truth.

The full school day passed and I still didn't see a glimpse of Tzuyu until I walked to the parking lot. There she stood leaning against her bike puffing clouds from the small toxin tucked between her teeth. I hate cigarettes but I can't deny how attractive they make her look. When she saw me walk up she dropped the cig on the floor and brought out something from behind her. "Special delivery for the prettiest girl in the world" she said handing me a bouquet of flowers "Flowers? For me?" I said happily taking the arrangement "Why Of course" she said while grabbing my hand and planting a delicate kiss on top of my knuckles making me widely blush at the cheesy action "Where were you! I've been looking for you all day!" She pulled me in by my hips "Oh were you? I'm sorry hun I just had to run some errands" I knew she was lying, "Tzuyu Chou what are you planning?" I said while smiling up at her "Nothing nothing" she said looking away from me and smiling.

"I'm gonna come over to yours later today Alright?
Maybe around 6:00 is that okay?" She said squeezing my body closer to hers "Sure, What should I wear though?" "Mm maybe something fancy but not too fancy y'know like semi fancy" I just giggled "that made no sense Tzuyu" "Alright Alright then just something fancy" she said while laughing.

After we parted ways I headed home and immediately called Mina "Hey" I said once I heard her pick up "H-Hey Sana s-sorry I can't talk right now" I heard rustling from the other side of the call, Chaeyoung's with her right? Actually I think today's their anniversary. I heard a voice whisper from the other side "hang up the phone baby" Oh my god! They're so getting it on "It's alright I'll call you later, have fun nasties" I said slightly teasing "Thanks girl" was all Mina managed to breathlessly say before hanging up the phone, I'm happy for Mina but who's gonna help me choose an outfit now

Tzuyu POV

I spent all day trying on different sized and textured condoms, they even had flavored ones which taste disgusting by the way. Not that I tried it or anything..
....anyway it was so hard choosing between "Sensual Secret" or "Ultra Thin Delight"I settled with the latter and dumped all the rest in the trash, turns out I fit into a size XL which is sort of embarrassing to announce not gonna lie.

After I went and dropped off flowers for Sana I headed over to my parents restaurant just to check if everything was already set up, since Sana already met my parents, I wanted to take her for a meal at one of my parents elegant seaside restaurants. "Hey mom how's everything going" I say hugging my mom and planting a kiss on the top of her head, my dad and I tower over my mom which always made me feel like the green giant growing up. "Everything's great sweetie, but what's the reason for such a pleasant visit" my mom said putting down one of the glass cups she was holding "Oh well I just wanted to say that I might or might not bring Sana here later tonight"

"awwww honey look she's blushing" my mom coed while clutching the white cleaning towel towards her heart, I just ignored her teasing and got up from the bar stool, it's already 4:30 and I haven't even chosen anything to wear. I'm honestly not expecting to get down and dirty tonight but I do want to take Sana out to dinner, so I'm just gonna go with the flow and not push anything and I think Sana wants to do the same as well. O-Or maybe not?