My Nerd

Queen B

Tzuyu POV:

There she is, walking in all her glory . She's truly gorgeous and i can't help but to feel butterflies in my stomach making me feel so-

"Hey nerd what are you drooling at," Jeongyeon said, slapping my arm in the process breaking the trance Sana unknowingly put me in.

"Jesus could you be any louder?" I subconsciously wiped the corner of my mouth to see if I was actually drooling or not . "She's just messing with you," Dahyun said while following my line of vision.

"dude you have to stop torturing yourself by longing for Sana, no offence but she'll never notice you while you're wearing that"Jeongyeon said while she looked at my minecraft shirt and grey joggers in disgust. "what's wrong with what i'm wearing?" Jeongyeon just giggled while patting my shoulders as i look down at my beat up shoes. "listen dude you have to step up your fashion game , girls LOVE a well dressed person, how do you think i got Mina's attention?" Chaeyoung said as the others just nodded their head in agreement.

maybe they were right, you see me , Jeongyeon, Dahyun , and Chaeyoung have been best friends since middle school. we loved the same comics, video games, and animes until we hit highschool they all had a drastic change in fashion sense, while i stayed comfortable in sweats and loose t-shirt,though they up on the social ladder i stayed below with the nerds which i didn't really mind until Minatozaki Sana moved to our school. She's the definition of beautiful with her cute eyes and squirrel-like face.

I fell head over heels with just one look at her and so did half of the school. With her beauty and charm she became the it girl in no time and got the attention of the most popular quarterback, suho. to say the least... i hate him with his perfect hair and height, eventually they both got together leaving me here glancing from my locker longing to me the one who holds her.

i sighed and turned my attention towards my friends and saw that chaeyoung had her phone up right next to my face. "you know you could rock some light bangs or something" i scoffed while they continued to look through chae young's phone for ideas for my potential makeover. "do you think something like that would actually work?" i said while peeking over her phone screen while we started walking to our first period. "of course you already have an amazing personality we just have to make you into the coolest person on this planet" dahyun said while raising her hand like she was about to go to war or something. " you know what fine but i swear to god if you guys make me look like a clown i will kill you" "dont worry well have you looking like selena gomez or maybe even taylor swift!"

jeongyeon kept listing famous people while we sat down i looked over and looked away immediately when i saw sana picking up her pen that fell, i felt a little tight in my lower region at the sight of her toned legs and i snapped my eyes back to my own desk suddenly feeling a bit hot i asked our teacher if i could use the bathroom while i jogged to the bathroom leaving my friends talking about getting me in leather or something? i don't know i just needed to get out of there as fast as i could. when i reached the bathroom i immediately splashed my face with cold water to cool myself down, one other thing that sets me apart from other girls is that is that i have a little member most girls don't have , me having a dick also resulted in major confidence issues and never getting out of loose pants in order to hide it. Once I cooled down and got out of the bathroom I bumped into Mina, one of sana's many friends and Chae Young's girlfriend , along with her was Momo and Nayeon who were dahyun and jeongyeon girlfriends. " oh hey tzuyu what's up? are you ok ? you look a little pale ?" mina asked, they all had concerning looks on their faces."oh i'm good i just felt a little dizzy haha" i said laughing nervously while rubbing the back of my neck. nayeon grabbed my arm and pulled me down the hallway the other two following behind "come on let's get to class, miss is gonna kill me since im late, maybe she'll lighten up if you're there with me ".

the school day passed, another day with no interactions with sana which made my heart feel a little heavy but i also paid no mind to it since she doesn't even know i exist. I walked up to Jungyeon 2018 Toyota Highlander where she told me to wait so we could all go shopping for the greatest change in my life. At this point I was tired of people seeing me as a dull nerd. right when i reach jeongyeons car i see my friend walking towards me hand in hand with their girlfriends and with another girl i think her name is jihyo she has big... eyes. "we're bringing our girlfriends and jihyo along since we need all the help we can get so get in loser we're going shopping!!" i laugh and we all get in the car. It's pretty packed since there are 8 of us.

Once we reached the mall we ran inside, running inside each store holding up all types of clothes to my thin frame , trying different shades of makeup and actually getting a haircut. We didn't care about the price because our parents were rich and supported the idea of me changing up my looks. we walked out with a lot of bags giggling, i felt excited finally accepting the fact that i need to change not just for sana but for myself. don't get me wrong the social ladder highschool puts us in doesn't matter to me i don't get bullied since i have my friends to protect me although i told them that i don't need help ant that i could handle it on my own they insist since im their 'baby'. but i can't help but think about what it feels like to be a few steps up the latter.

They dropped me off at my house with loads of bags and gave me a short goodbye. I knew they were all impatient to go home since their parents were out for the weekend. Thinking about it made me cringe, I knew they were already canoodling . walking into my room after quickly getting my parents, i showed them all the clothes that i bought and received compliments for my new hair , i finally got to my room and looped onto my fluffy bed face first. while sighing i said "oh sana would this be at least enough to get you looking my way" getting up and turning to face the mirror from a cross my room i realized that my light bangs shaped my face perfectly and my now mid length wavy hair made me feel a tinge cooler than i actually am. turning my head to the bags on the floor i said " welp we'll see on monday''

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Sorry for any typos