Unforgettable pt. 2

"I love you jack Grealish"

"No, he wasn't even fully naked" i tell him, pushing myself to look at him "you were?" He asks "mhm" I admit, jack looks up trying to stop himself from crying "jack im so sorry, i swear it was the alcohol and my feelings getting the better of me" i say unable to stop my own tears anymore.

"So it wasn't a freak out?" He asks "it kinda was" i tell him "y/n why didn't you come see me?" He asks "i dont know, i wasn't thinking" i hug back into him.

"Jack im going to make it up to you whatever you want, tell me and I'll do it, you want to sleep with some girl, you can" he interrupts me "no, im not sleeping with anyone other than you" he takes my hands.

"Come with me" he leads me inside, we go to our room where jack sits me on the bed "do you love me" he asks standing in front of me with his hands in his pockets "of course i do!" Im upset about him asking me cause i know i caused it "tell me" he says.

"I love you jack Grealish" i look into his eyes, he smiles "i love you too y/n Hernandez" he walks out after he says that.

10 minutes later he comes back in "where did you go?" I ask changing into my pyjamas "Phil's room" he sits on the bed, i put my pyjamas shorts on and lay next to him.

"You never hurt him did you?" I ask "nah, just spoke to him" he pulls me into him "you want me to sleep on the top bunk tonight?" I offer him since I've hurt him "no, I'm not letting you overthink again" he kisses my cheek.

"What did you say to him?" I ask cuddling into him "well i walked in and he was sat on his phone going through your insta profile so i asked him 'what you doin' on y/n's insta?' And he freaks 'just looking at her new posts' i laughed at him and said 'if you ever put you lips near her again ill fucking kill you after making you cut your own lips off' then he started apologising and asking me to not take it out on you" he tells me.

I smile, im glad that jack not going to dump me, if he did I wouldn't be able to go near another boy in my life.

"Jack, you can be angry, i would be, i was angry when I found out you invited sasha over" i say "of course im angry y/n, im fuming, i can't believe after everything ive done for you, you've even thought about something like that but im not gonna take it out on you" he explains "please" i beg him.

"Please what?" Jack asks "please just take it out on me" i say "no" he shuts me down "jack just gonna do it, I don't like that you won't its making me feel worse" i say "fine" he says.

He lifts me up and puts me on the top bunk, he goes straight back to his bed and goes to sleep, i feel myself tearing up and try to sleep.

I wake up an hour later and go for a walk, I never looked at jack when i left i just left, im out on the front deck sitting on one of the loungers looking out into the pitch black sea and sky.

It takes me about 10 minutes to realise someone also laying down at the other side on the couch "who's there?" I ask, no reply.

I turn around and look for who it is, it's jack, he's wide awake cause he's sitting up "jack" i say, no reply.

"Jack please" i beg him, it's freezing out here making me shiver "come on jack get inside it's freezing" i stand up and walk over to him, he doesn't even look at me, he just continues looking ahead.

I stand in front of him and he looks straight through me, i take his hands and pull him to his feet "come on" i pull him inside, when i've finally got him into our room i lay him down.

"Get some sleep" i tell him, again im ignored "god, I've fucked up" i mumble out loud sitting on the desk chair next to the dresser.

I pick up my phone and call sarah, she answers but clearly isn't happy "what is it?" She asks "could you come out to the yacht and pick me up tomorrow?" I ask her "yeah why whats happened?" She asks "sarah, i made the worst mistake of my life" i say "tell me all about it tomorrow ill be there for 9" she tells me.

"Ok see you then" i hang up jacks sitting up looking at me "don't do anything stupid" i warn him and go to get into bed "you're leaving?" He finally speaks.

"Yeah, to give you space and some time to think" i tell him "i dont need time to think or space" he says "what do you need?" I ask "you, i know what you're gonna do, you'll go with Sarah, get back to mine get your things leave and next thing i know I'll never hear from you again cause you think i hate you" he says word for word what he knows is gonna happen.

"That's not true" i say "yes it is, y/n just stay" he says "I thought you were being angry" i say "just wanted some peace, to relax" he explains "stop telling me you're sorry, you came straight to me and stopped him from going any further, you've not stopped apologise all night, its ok" he assures me.

"Its not, I've just got back and im already whoring myself off to your best friend" i sit on his bed "don't ever call yourself that again, it's my fault as much as yours, i was messing around with Sasha all night and i lied to you, lets just leave it as even and forget about it" jack says.

"How about you fuck me?"i take his hands and pull him closer "how about tomorrow, its 1 in the mornin' y/n" he lays beside me.

"Fine, better still be angry" i smirk and lay beside him, he cuddles me and i play with his hair       "y/n?" He says "yeah?" I answer "promise me if you ever have something that's makings you angry or jealous cause of me again you'll come to me to talk about it before you do something crazy?" He asks me to promise him.

"Of course i will jack, I've learned my lesson" i pull his head up so he's looking at me and kiss his forehead.

"Nighty night" i say in a funny voice and close my eyes, i hear jack laughing "night y/n" he chuckles and we fall asleep.

I wake up the next morning and there's loads of commotion going on outside our room "whats that?" I grunt opening my eyes "dunno" jack says pulling the covers over his face.

I go out to see what it is and sarahs there with phil "bitch ive been here for an hour" she says, i take her hands and drag her into our room shutting the door right after "is jack dead? Did you kill him!?" She freaks "no, no, not yet anyway" i laugh and jack peeks out the covers.

"Are you coming?" She asks "not anymore i forgot to tell you" i say "well then im staying" she huffs "ok good" i say and she climbs onto the top bunk.

"You might not want to be in here at night though" i warn her "omg that's disgusting" shes disgusted "you've been warned" jack gets out of bed.

"Im going for a shower" he kisses my cheek before going into the bathroom, i turn to sarah after he shuts the door.

"Ok so what happened last night?" She asks, i sit on the desk chair again "ok so me and Phil went swimming at the back of the boat" i begin and she already can tell where this is going "we heard jack and sasha running around with each other on the deck, i got upset then me and phil done things" i say ashamed of myself.

Sarahs jaw drops "does he know?" She whispers pointing to the bathroom "yeah i told him" i say "was he angry?" She asks "yeah, but he never took it out on me, he spoke to me and phil then came back, he's alright now i think" i say unsure.

"I'll speak to him and report back later" she says "ok thanks" i smile "no problem boss" she salutes, i laugh and jack comes out in a towel, sarah turns away and i look round to see what happened.

I see jack and laugh "get clothes on" i tell him and go for a shower "of course my lady" he says taking his clothes and changing in the bathroom "jack out" i laugh.

"You told me to get clothes on" he shrugs putting his swimming trunks on "dickhead" i roll my eyes, he finishes getting ready and leaves so i can have my shower.