𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟓

(Y/n pov)

The kiss that just happend between us seemed so wrong in a lot of ways. Charles was still the partner of Carlos and more than that, he wasn't in love with me. I knew acting required personal feeling like that, but still I done this everything out of spite to Jude. He didn't said something like he had told me. Right in front of everybody, he explained, that with the pictures of Charles and me his honor was damaged. He made me look like a cheater and more like the person that damaged his career. Ahhh I hated him soo much. After the kiss Charles and I just looked at each other. He had a little natural blush on his cheeks. We laughed and just looked into our eyes. His eyes were like the world, you could get lost in them. ,, Let me go Carlos!" we heard suddenly from the back. It was ates, he was awake. Sophie seemed to hold him away from us. We both gone to them. ,,What are you doing here?" Ates asked furiously while looking at Charles and me. ,,What do you thing?" Charles replied. Ates came near to him and was holding his collar, I tried to go in between them. ,, Listen to me Charles this isn't over, you cannot kiss Y/n like this!" ,,Why, she is my girlfriend" Charles said and made everybody shocked. ,,What?" everybody said at the same time. Sophie looked at me and I tried to show her that I would explain everything to her. ,, You are joking right?" Ates said while laughing like an psychopath. ,, I am not, we didn't told you that at first Carlos, because we thought that we all were in a rush, hopefully you can understand us" Charles said while holding my hand. I didn't even said something, nothing came out of my mouth. ,, I don't know what to say" Carlos said while looking disappointed into my direction. He left with a storm leaving behind. ,,Why did you done this?" I asked Charles angrily. ,,I thought that this would be the right moment" ,,Well you thought it wrong!" I said while leaving the set. I had to follow Carlos. He looked disappointed and angry, like I betrayed him. I gone quickly into a car and followed him from behind. He was driving like crazy through the entire streets. I  had the fear in myself that something would happen to him. I cannot let this slide. Suddenly Carlos stopped the car. I had to make an emergency stop. My whole body shook to the front and then back. I couldn't breath normally. The world seemed so small right now. My eyesight got blurry. Everything was the same like the accident that happened. ,,Y/n get out of the car" I suddenly heard from a voice that pulled me out of the car. It was Carlos. I could feel that from his warmly hug that he gave me. He kissed my head multiple times ,, lo siento mi mariposa ( I am sorry, my butterfly) " was the only thing he kept saying. ,,tonto,tonto, tonto (fool, fool, fool) " I said while I buried my head into his chest. Carlos took my head into his hands and made me the smallest thing in this world. ,,Are you alright?" he asked me with his concerned voice. ,,Why did you done that! I nearly crashed into you! "  He looked down. ,, I saw you following me with your car.... I am sorry Y/n. I just felt betrayed by you,..." ,,Carlos, trust me I didn't wanted you to be sad or angry because of this,so for the first time I kept this as a secret from you" ,,But you have been here in Monaco only for a couple of weeks, and now you are saying that you are together with Charles? That doesn't make any sense" he was right, this whole thing seemed so rushed that I didn't knew what to say.
,, You see, when I met Charles for the first time ever... I felt something... it was like a little sparkle shower got through my heart.. I really don't want to mess up right now... after Jude I want to become happy again" he looked at me with the purest eyes I have ever seen. ,,Alright pumpkin.. I only want you to be happy... but you know that today we will fly back to Spain for the Spanish Grand Prix? I hope you prepared yourself" oh shit, he was right, it was time to call Sophie again. ,, oh yeah I prepared myself of course" I said, Carlos nodded and we both drove to our home again. I rushed the stairs up when I arrived at home . ,,Sophie!" I said while looking through the entrance. ,,I am here!" she said from a room in the back. I gone to her, she was searching for something. ,, How could you really forget that today we would fly to Spain again, Y/n really sometimes I think a mess is going through your head" she was right, a huge mess was really in my head right now.Sophie really prepared everything to the final detail. I loved her even more right now. ,,Wouldn't you ask me about Charles?" she sighed ,, I would but... we only have 4 minutes left until Charles would pick you up... so I don't have enough time to kill you" Charles? ,,wait why is Charles coming?" ,, I don't know, he just texted me after the shooting and wrote me that I should pack your things and he would come and get you" ,,Oh" was the only thing that came out of my mouth. I changed my clothes quickly into an causal outfit. Charles was really there waiting for me. He was leaning against his car. ,, Wait how are you going to come?" I asked Sophie when I realized that Charles was here with his car for only two persons. ,, Don't worry about me, my super brother will be picking me up, for this whole ride you will be alone" she said while smirking into my face. It was because of Charles, he came was coming towards us. Right in front of me he stopped. His face seemed sad, something happened that made him feel sad. ,, Let me carry your luggage" was the only thing he said , I hugged Sophie and said goodbye to her. I gone into Charles car. It seemed different now from the first time we ever met. He also came inside of the car. Charles didn't looked at me, neither did I. The first minutes were silent between us. ,, Are you alright Charles?" I finally said. ,, Yes, I am" ,, Really?" he waited for a minute. ,, I just got into a fight with someone, that I hoped not to have" ,,Oh" I said. ,, I heard you got I to an little accident earlier this day" where did he get that information from? ,,Yes, but it isn't something special, you don't have to worry" he took a deep breath ,, But I did worry Y/n, even though I shouldn't, I did worry about you" my heart arched. Why was he acting like that? I remained silent. After a couple of minutes we were at the airport. Everybody else was also there. My head stayed at the sentence Charles told me. He acted weirdly. We gone out of the car. I noticed that Charles had a bandage on his hand. I didn't asked him why. We gone to the security checks and then to everybody else. Charles quickly gone to Carlos and Max, I stayed with Sophie.