Its our destiny. Russell HOWARD Fan Fiction

Chapter 13- Trouble at breakfast.

Russell P.O.V

Saza ran downstairs and into me in the living room obviously not looking where she was going. I stated to giggle and held her to make sure she was stable. "You alright beautiful." She looked so pretty this made her smile.

"Yea. Sorry I left you here for a while."

"Oh it doesn't matter, right so are we heading out for breakfast?" Saza's grin grew wider.

"Yea." Saza walked out of the room and grabbed her coat. I followed and we left for the car.

Saza P.O.V

We parked outside of a cafe that was close to the studio. We had to be quick since we were due at work in half an hour. Russell ordered us bacon sandwiches. They were lovely. I've loved bacon for ages and I haven't had it in a while. It nearly caused a mouth orgasm which made Russell laugh.

Russell P.O.V

It made me laugh watching Saza eat. I was looking round the cafe and I saw a familiar face I didn't want to ever see again. Cerys was there and she noticed me looking at her and came over. She had a smile on her face. "Hello Russell. How are you?" She looked at Saza, which made Saza uncomfortable. Saza knew who it was straight away. I decided to reply. "I'm good, great in fact." Saza was still uncomfortable. I didn't like to see her like that. She decided to talk.

"Erm... I'm going to the toilets I will be back soon."

"Alright love." I gave her a smile which seemed to make her smile. This made me feel good. She walked of and I was left with Cerys.

"Whose that?" Cerys asked. I was mad with her for making Saza uncomfortable for just being near me.

"What's it to you?" You could hear anger in my voice.

"Calm down Russ, I was just asking. Why are you here with her though?"

"To be honest Cerys she is my girlfriend if that's what you want to know."

"But we only broke up two days ago."

"I know does it matter."

"No." she was obviously lying. It obviously killed her knowing I'm with someone new. "Well I was thinking we could maybe get back together." She sat next to me and held my hand. "You know like old times." She grabbed hold of my face and kissed me. I reluctantly pulled away, she looked at me funny.

"Fuck off, I don't want you anymore. Don't you understand." She stormed of and I smiled glad to see her gone.

Saza P.O.V

I was wondering if she was gone. She made me feel uncomfortable, because her and Russell were one a thing and this was recently. I decided to go back and see what's going on.

When I stepped out of the toilets I saw them kissing. I ran back to the toilets. He was just like Matthew, he did this type of thing and I used to let him get away with it. Is this going to be the same type of relationship? I decided to go back again. I saw Cerys storm out and I went to Russell who had a smile on his face. What the Fuck is going on.

"Shall we set of then?" Russell asked. I nodded and followed him to his car. I text Madeleine to tell her to wait for me outside the studio and mentioned what happened in the message.

At the studio.

I got out of Russell's car. I hadn't said anything to him. I felt bad but I didn't know what to say. I saw Madeleine and ran to her. Her arms were wide open and I ran into them and tears fell from my eyes. "Saza for in the studio quick. Meet me in the canteen ok." I nodded and ran. I didn't want Russell to know I was crying cause of him.

Russell P.O.V

I was confused to see Saza run into Madeleine's arms and then run intimately the studio. Madeleine seemed to be waiting for me and ahead wasn't happy. Her arms were folded, her foot tapping and her face didn't look pleased. "You alright Madeleine?"

"No. No I'm not. My little cousin is upset due to things at breakfast."

"Oh is it because Cerys was their, because I noticed she was uncomfortable and she went into the toilets." She looked at me disgusted.

"Yea part of the reason Russ. But what did she see when she came out? Think." I kept silent. "She saw you and Cerys kissing. This is what her ex use to do and she let him get away with it and she got upset."

I felt really bad now, even though it wasn't my fault. "I didn't want to kiss her. Cerys kissed me trying to get me back, but I pulled away and and she stormed out."

Madeleine looked at me with a bit of sympathy. "Yea Saza did see her storm out, but she saw you smiling. She thought you enjoyed the kiss." She was much quiter speaking.

"Yea I was smiling because I told Cerys to fuck off and she left. I need to talk to Saza. You do believe me don't you?"

"Yea I do, I know when you lie or tell the truth. Come on she's in the canteen." I followed Madeleine to the canteen and she stopped. "Russ I want you to wait here for a bit until I say you can come in." She ran into the canteen and rushed to Saza.

Madeleine P.O.V

I held her close to me while she cried her eyes out. "He's just like the rest. Why? I thought he was different." She cried.

"Saza listen to me, I've talked to him.and he says that he didn't want to kiss her, she kissed him and he pushed her away but you ran back to the toilets and you came back out when she stormed off because Russell told her to fuck off." Saza looked up.

"But why was he smiling." I knew she would ask me that.

"He was smiling because he got her to go away. I know its true because Russell can't lie and he looked pained to know he hurt you." Saza stopped crying and I wiped her cheeks. "Saza he's just outside I think you should talk to him." She looked at me and nodded. I went up to the door Russell was waiting at and told him to come in.

Russell P.O.V

I walked in towards Saza, I wanted to run to her to but I didn't know if I should. I followed Madeleine. She sat next to Saza and I sat across from them both. I didn't know what to say, it was like something was preventing me from speaking. The Saza spoke. "I'm sorry I over reacted, it was because my ex use to kiss girls in front of me." She never looked up which made me feel worse. I placed my hand under her chin and lifted her chin up.

"Don't worry I understand I think I would have done the same, apart from going to Madeleine." This made Saza giggle which made me happy. "You know I was smiling because I managed to get Cerys away."

I know Mads told me everything." I looked at Madeleine and nodded, she nodded back.

"Saza right you have to believe me when I say this. I love you so much and we have been going out with each other for less than twenty four hours. Also last night has to have been the best time of my life." Saza's grin grew wider. Madeleine looked at me and then Saza.

"What happened last night?" Madeleine asked looking at Saza.

"What do you think Mads? Now shut up I wanna talk." Saza said. Madeleine went out of the canteen. "Saza meet me in the stage room." Madeleine went off.

"Last night was great for me to since I have never..." Saza shut up and seemed to be regretting what she was saying. I started to smile.

"Since you have never what?" I knew what she was going to say, but I wanted rot hear her say it. She stayed quite so I kept pestering her until she told me.

"Done it." she shouted quite loud. She had gone bright red even though it was just us in the canteen.

I got hold of Saza's hands and kisses them. "Hey don't get embarrassed. I am surprised though since you ex was a player." Saza looked at me.

"He was, but he never stayed at mine so nothing ever happened and I wasn't allowed at his, I don't know why." She smiled at me.

"I guess we better go and meet Madeleine." I said. As soon as we got away from the table I hugged her and kissed her on her delicate lips. I whispered in her ear. "Sorry." She smiled and we walked hand in hand to meet Madeleine.