Lovely

Why?

OLIVIA'S POV
I walked over to the door. Before I opened it i let out a big sigh, knowing Spencer is behind that door. I swung the door open and I saw him.
SPENCERS POV
I pulled my car into the driveway and mentally prepared myself to see Liv alone since the breakup. As she opened the door I put my head down, afraid that I'd I looked directly into her eyes I wouldn't be able to stop. I finally looked up and it was like we were sharing the computer in the same class all over again. She was wearing a white t-shirt, with a black sweater vest on top and some black plants. Her hair was in a cute messy bun and her freckles were standing out. I had to stop myself from smiling. " You wanna come in?" She asked. I was in a trance until she said my name and then I walked in.
NO POV
Spencer and Olivia sit down across from eachother and then there was just a weird silence. They sat in silence for about a minute until Spencer asked why Olivia asked him to come over. Olivia responded saying, "I think I needed clarity and that starts with you. Ever since our breakup I cant find one person that makes me feel like I do when I'm with you. I'm still inlove with you and I don't think I can ever get over you." After Olivia says that there was another silence, but this time it was more comfortable. Spencer decided to break the silence this time, "I wish I could say the same, but I cant. I'm with Alicia now." Olivia just stares for a minute before getting up to drink some water and think.
SPENCERS POV
I lied. I straight up just lied to the love of my life. I know she doesn't believe me, but hearing myself say that to her hurts. My heart hurts for her and me. After I said that she just stared at me. Even I didn't know what to say. For about 5 minutes we were just sitting there, the only noice was Livs heavy breathing. I knew she wanted to cry and I wanted to comfort her, but I got to the realization that I can't anymore. I don't get that privilege.
OLIVIA'S POV
After Spencer just broke my heart into pieces I didn't know what to say to him. I don't think he's over me, but it doesn't matter he still told me that he is. That stuff hurts. " So how are you and Alicia?" I asked. I could tell he was surprised that I even opened my mouth. I didn't want to because I know if I spoke more that's three sentences that the tears would start rolling down. "Uh we're good, how about you and Noah?" He asked. I looked up real quick and I gave off a confused look before asking "What do you mean?" He then looks at me and I could tell he was embarrassed. "Dang my bad Liv. I thought y'all two were a thing since last night." He said. I just stare at him. Hoping he felt as embarrassed as he should.
SPENCERS POV
I was gonna walk up and leave because I had the audacity to ask Liv about a boy she ain't even messing with. I did feel good though. I felt reassured that she really hadn't moved on yet, but that just made me feel worse for telling her that I wasn't in love with her. I knew if I spent a minute longer in that house I would end up sleeping over, so I asked her if she had anything else to say and she said no. Before I left I told her to go on as she would normally and not to wait for me. Those probaly put an arrow though her heart, but if she waited for me she would just get hurt and that couldn't happen.

AUTHORS NOTE
Thanks for all the reads and support. I know it's a little bit but I extremely appreciate it:)
I will probably put out the next part tonight or tomorrow morning. If it's coming out tomorrow it's gonna be early so yeah.