Lovely

Going back

AUTHORS NOTE
I'm making this at 10:21 pm so if anything is wrong just ignore it. Also I just finished watching Barbie and I literally cried.

SPENCERS POV
As we went on that run it made think of all the times we went somewhere together. She was so beautiful and happy running. She always said that the one thing she loved was helping the world and she thinks that running places or even walking can help. I admire her for her dedication to acting on her words.

"Hey, uh the Uber will be her in a little." I told as I stopped running.

"Oh okay. Thanks for paying." She said leaning against a near by pole.

"Anytime. So uh, do you usually do this on Saturday mornings?" I asked trying to make conversation.

"Yeah, i like the clarity and thinking that I get to do when I run. The ice cream part though, that's a one time thing." She said as she chuckled.

I just gazed at her for about 15 seconds before she finally broke it bye asking, "What!?" Now in a full
laugh.

She always asks me what I'm smiling at or why I'm staring at her, but really deep down she knows why. She has a effect on people. Not a good or a bad one. It's just that everytime I see her I just reminisce on our old moments that I forget that we can make more. The thing is though is that I blame myself. Everytime I blame myself.

OLIVIA'S POV
I genuinely want Spencer to stop. He's giving me mixed feelings. I don't know if he wants me or not, but with my leg in recovery I'm trying to get back to my old self. And part of that old self is Spencer. Not just part, but the biggest. I cant expect him to read my mind though. I just know that he knows that I'm not ready for a big commitment anymore. Last time I got over it in about 6 months, and those 6 months alone almost made me break. I was close to breaking. And then when I finally decide to Atleast try and get over it, but the minute I do the boy who helped me through crucial parts in my life. Cheats. On me. I know Spencer would never, but who telling that he won't leave me again. I've already went through so much this year.
NO POV
As everyone could see both Liv and Spencer we're struggling with their own battles, that they forgot they could do it together.
SPENCERS POV
I took Liv to get some ice cream and then we were heading home. It was a really uneventful day, so I decided to suprise her. I asked the Uber driver to drive us to a Barnes and Nobles. Liv was already asleep by the time we got in the car. She looked like Sleepong Beauty when she slept. He face was still so beautiful like she was still awake. As we approached Barnes and Nobles i woke her up. She sprung up hoping we were home, but then her face lit up.

OLIVIA'S POV
Spencer had woke me up and I was surprised that we weren't at the house, but then I looked up and we were at Barnes and Nobles. He took me to a boom store.

"Really?!" I asked excited.

"Really." He responded.

I hugged him and took his hand in mines, so he could see the books I was thinking about buying. The whole i could feel his eyes on me, but I didn't want to make the situation awkward so I just kept shopping. At the end I ended up buying three books. Two for me and one for Spencer. I was really surprised on how Spencer made today, so excited.
When we got home he said he was gonna head to the shower. That's when I gave him his suprise.

"Here you go!" I handed him the biography of a football player.

"Oh that's dope. Thanks Liv." He said as he embraced me in a hug.

After that happened he went in the shower as he said and then once again I couldn't sleep. I decided to read my new books on the couch. After a while I got really tired and was heading upstairs until I saw a dark figure, so I played a asleep. When the figure got closer i slightly opened my eyes and found out it was Spencer. I guess he hadn't gone to sleep yet. I decided to just stay there till he left, but he had other plans. He picked me up and carried me to my bed. I just decided to stay playing asleep because what was the point to wake up now. He tucked me in like my parents would do. He then carefully laid the pillow under my head and kissed my forehead.

"Goodnight Liv. I love you." He whispered.

Him saying and doing that made me wonder. Had he done it before?

AUTHORS NOTE
I don't know what this chapter is. I was just bored and wrote it so hope y'all enjoy. Also this is now my longest chapter I believe.