Little Mr Perfect

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"Where were you?Arent you supposed to look after your brother!" It's the same as always.
Netayam holds himself back from rolling his eyes at his dad, again he gets yelled at because his little brother got in trouble during lunch time and he wasn't there to prevent that because he got hold back by one of his teachers but ofcourse his dad doesn't listen to him when he tried to explain that.
He got yelled at the second he walks into his home, he glares at Lo'ak before heading off to his room, putting his headphones on and gets started on his school work, ofcourse he's that perfect straight A student to please his parents.

It's not easy being the oldest Sully child, always looking after his siblings making sure they stay out of trouble and are safe.
His mother does care more about how he feels but not enough like she does with his adopted sister Kiri, she does not have it easy compared to the rest of them, getting picked on because she doesn't look like them at all, while he and Tuk take after their mom, with dark skin and hair which they always keep in braids, Lo'ak is looking just like Jake, light skinned but hair braided Like his sibling while bis dad wears his in dreadlocks, Kiri is light skinned with short ginger hair comming after her biological mother Grace Augustine a good friend and colleague of Jake. And given the fact that his sister is autistic and acts "weird" sometimes doesn't help at all with the girls bullying and her getting a bit more attention sometimes.
He purposely ignores Tuk, his youngest sister who came to get him for dinner, instead of eating with his family he stays in his room.
Later that evening his mother checks on him shortly before heading to bed. Lo'ak knocks and enters his room" I'm sorry you got in trouble again because of me". "Lo'ak leave". "Bro for once I appologise and you just- "." Go away I don't wann see you right now!", he snaps at him, letting that anger that had build up the past hours out on his brother "Fine I'll go but dont come bitching about something!". He groans and just lays down in his bed after his brother left.

First thing in the morning, down at the breakfast table is another lecture for snapping at his brother, great way to start the day.
They head of to school and it goes by farely uneventfull, during Archery practice with the school club his mind does swipe to the thought of just having someone shoot him with an arrow. He grows frustrated as he misses the target another time but his "little mr. perfect" mask does not crumble.

Back home another lecture, this time for not helping Kiri who had a meltdown after getting picked on again, which leads to another round of shipping dinner. His mind is racing that nicht, all he wants is to be seen by his parents not just as an older brother looking out or after his siblings, no as one of them, as their kid, perfect or not. He wants his dad to aknowlege that he's hurting aswell just Like he does with Kiri, it's not fair. While the rest of his family sleeps, he sneaks out onto the roof and looks at the stars wondering if they'd even notice when
he'd be gone.