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Chapter 12: I finally said it

He looked with a curiously look at me waiting for me to say wha lt I have in my mind.

"Uhm... I hope this is between me and you James" I finally said "of course I won't tell anyone" he responded "okay... I haven't quite been honest with everyone and you are the first person that tell this so here it comes... I do not miss Luke and I never had since he died I haven't felt pain or need to cry I was just....just quiet inside of me it was happy but in my heart I knew it was wrong to be happy over someone that just died and expertly when it's your boyfriend" I said to him I could see that he had listen to me all the time I have spoke he didn't miss any of it then he finally spoke "Okay.....uhm I feel the same about him and I could also feel that you also was happy that he died but I thought that I just see things so I didn't think it was real. He said to me with a little smile but he was still sad.

"Let's grab a bite at Bib's I will pay" I said to him and punch him in the shoulder "okay let's do it..."  we drove away from the party and was heading to Bib's. When we were two minutes away from Bib's James phone called he took it up from his pocket "excuse me it's my sister I need to take this" he said and looked at me "oh it's fine do whatever you need" he parked the car in front of Bib's and then he got out of the car and then he hold his phone up to his ear.

James POV

"Hey what's up...." I said "I all alone.....my friends left me alone in the mall they hate after what I did..." Mia said with a little rush in her voice but also scared. "What did you do Mia how much are you In trouble and also you are starting on Monday at the new school so don't screw this up okay.... there are already rumours about you and they are not pretty" I said with a little sad in my voice. " it's my old friends I said something and one of them get mad at me and then the rest stood up for her like they like her more then me... can I come over?" Mia said quietly. "Sorry this time you can't I'm throwing a party and the only rule was that you could not come over and sleep when you have problems so now you need to go home and talk to mom" I said and the I hung up.

Lilly's POV

After five minutes James came back "is it alright that we are driving back?" He said to me and look me in the eyes. "Yeah it's fine" I said with a smile. On the way back it was silent we didn't say a word we just listen to music and that was just it.

When we arrived James took his phone out and begin to call someone. I walked inside most of the people are still here but I just go upstairs to go to my room to be alone. After a couple of hours Ivy came in drunk she was really happy. She talked about a boy I don't know then she walk into the bathroom to take a shower. So I was alone 10 minutes more before she comes out of the shower. I texted my mom while Ivy was in the shower. After this year im gonna go to college and im so happy for it.

Now im thinking on Luke he will be into Yale after the summer break. But I need to think of something else after this party I go to pack some stuff to college and I also need to buy somethings to college also so I'm happy.

"Hey" I hear a male voice I almost jumped out off bed but when I turned around I saw James. "Jesus...James is there something wrong?" I asked him in a curious voice. "No...no I just wanna say goodnight" he said to me "oh....okay...goodnight James hope you get a good sleep" I said to him in a sweet voice while I smiled. "Goodnight Lily hope you also get a good night sleep" he said while he smiles and then he turned around and closed the door behind him.

"Who was that..?" I hear Ivy say "Oh it was James he wanna say goodnight to us" I said back to her. "Okay and you sure you not flirting with him?" Ivy said with a little smile on her face. "IVY!! NO!!! We are just friends!" I said in a shocked voice. "Goodnight Ivy I need to go to sleep so be quiet thanks" I said to her and then I lay down in the bed and try to sleep.

Next day

I woke up to hear a noise I saw on the clock on my phone to see it was 12:37 so almost one pm damn I get up to get some clothes on after that I go downstairs to make some coffee and took something to eat. After a couple of hours me and Ivy decided to pack our stuff and go home we wouldn't stay to sunday because I was busy and Ivy just wanna go home. We find James to say goodbye we hugged and then we drived home.

Ivy was driving in the mean time I was on my phone checking Instagram saw some photos and then I decided to listen to music I set the Bluetooth to the car and then I pick a song me and Ivy could listen to.

"Hi mom..." I yelled when I opened the door. There was no response "Mom.....MOM!!" I yelled in a serious voice now I'm scared. I run into the kitchen... no one the. I go to my moms room she wasn't there either now I run into the living room "MOM!!!" I yelled I called 911. Five minutes later the ambulance came and took my mom I took with them.

At the hospital

I was in the waiting room I called James and Ivy they came right away and they called me down say it's gonna be alright. After 3 hours of waiting the doctor finally came he said to me that my mom took a overdose of drugs and if I was come fiver minutes later she would be dead. I feel relieved and then James and Ivy hugged me I cried because I was happy she would survive.

I was besidde my mom the whole night until next morning at 08:22 am my mom finally woke up and saw me she said I should go home and get some sleep but I refused and then I asked her why she took an overdose. But she couldn't explain and then I go out the room with anger she always told me to say everything to her even if it was hard to say but when it comes to her then she wouldn't say it to me.

I drove home and make some breakfast and then I saw the morning news. I was home alone the whole day until I got a text from Ivy she asked me if I want to go shopping then go on a café. I responded with a I don't know then she just responded come on and then five minutes later I'm in the same car as Ivy and we was heading to the centrum.

After a couple of hours we ran into one of Luke's friends we said hi and talk for a little bit before me and Ivy took of. "I think he have a little crush on you Lily" Ivy said to me "I don't think so and I'm not into relationships right now you know that" I said to her. "Ok but I think you still have a crush on James" Ivy said with a big smile on her face. "Take that smile if you I'm not in love with James and I'm never getting back to him after what he did to me" I said with a serious look on my face. "Ok I'm just saying" she said to me.

We are now in the car we are heading to Ivy's place to hang out we invited some other girls named Bella and Celina. When we got to Ivy's home we made some snacks ready and some sodas then we choose a movie we could watch together.

After 10 minutes it knocked on the door I go opened the door like expected Bella and Celina was there I made space so they could get in with their stuff. Then now we are gonna have some fun with playing games and drink a lot of sodas.

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