this is my first time posting a story please read it
He told me that he didn't want me anymore, he told me that he's love for me had faded over time. he left me with a broken heart and for 2 years i lived in pain , i lived without living, i lived with the hope that he'll return.
when i think of my love for Jacob i cannot seem to get past the idea of him being like Edward, a creature not human, not of my species yet they both love me.
"i know that's what people say-- you'll get over it. I'd say it, too. But I know it's not true. oh, you'll be happy again, never fear. But you won't forget. Every time you fall in love it will be because something in the man reminds you of him." Betty Smith
Bella’s pov
“Dad I’m going to meet up with Jacob”
As I walked out slamming the door behind me by accident, hoping that Charlie won’t come racing out to question why I did so I half ran half walked to my truck as if I was being chased which technically isn't entirely a lie because I knew that Laurent was somewhere out there looking for me since the werewolves caught a whiff of him last Tuesday. I was so deep in thought that I was oblivious to the fact that my phone was ringing next to me. Jacob’s face appeared on the screen, slyly smiling to myself I picked up the call “Bella meet me at the Contoon Restaurant in half an hour see you there?” giving me no chance whatsoever to speak I groggily said good-bye to him. Oh yeah it’s my birthday today I’m 18 years old today. I remember my last birthday Jasper nearly tore me apart and Alice got me a camera I had my first intimate talk with Rosalie and Edward…. got me a locket. It hurts to think of the past, to remember all that went wrong, remembering when he said that he didn't love me anymore. When he left me to die in the forest all by myself. I catch glimpses of him every now and then but I guess I sort of gave up looking for him. Two months ago I wanted to go cliff diving but Jacob ran towards me frantically and told me that the current was too strong so I couldn’t do it that day and I haven’t been since then.
I got to the restaurant and as I walked in all my friends jumped out screaming “happy birthday Bella”. I forgot about my worries, forgot about the news I was yet to deliver to them all. That I was going to London to further my education. Truth is that I wanted to get away from Forks get away from all that’s happened. Try to forget about Edward and grasp the fact that he wasn't coming for me. He probably got with Tanya or married to someone.
I still can’t believe that I fell for it all, fell for all his lies believing that someone as beautiful as him could love someone as plain and boring as me. Jacob snapped me out of my little trance with a soft, delicate kiss which I wasn’t expecting but knowing it’d happen sometime or another, with the way he looks at me. Giving me the look that told me all I had to know that he often undresses me in his head I soon responded to him almost making sparks fly as it soon became a passionate kiss. I spoke into his mouth “I’m going to London in two days” he said that he’d come with me on this holiday but when I opened my mouth and told him that I wasn’t intending to come back to Forks for a while and only for holidays I felt his jaws clench against my lip causing me to bleed and wince before he realised that he was hurting me.
I stepped back from him biting my bottom lip. He placed his hand on my face gently caressing my cheeks and suddenly he pulls my bottom lip making me release it and then he said “you make me crazy when you do that” smiling but I knew that it wasn’t a heartfelt smile. I smiled back not wanting to push my luck any further.
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