Jacob's POV
I knew planning the birthday would be the best birthday present I could get Bella because I knew that nothing else could get her mind of him. The fool, to be honest though he had no right to just dump her like that, to just abandon her. He seriously didn't understand how lucky he was that she opened up to him when I had been trying for years, i could see that she loved him, everyone knew it too(even Charlie was worried that she loved him too much and was going to end up getting hurt) yet he threw it all away in a few seconds. Seeing her face when we all shouted 'surprise' was so cool, she was smiling like nothing could go wrong in this world.
I knew I was taking a huge risk kissing her like that but, when she responded to my lips I thought that I finally had a chance with her until she spoke, until she ruined it all. Telling me that she was going away to London seriously when I was finally getting a chance with her she had to ruin it all. I bet it's because of him Edward but seriously its been over a year she needs to get over him. she told me that its to continue with her education and probably go to LAMDA because she loves drama. What a lame excuse.
I wish I could help her forget him, I wish I could help her fall in love again. I think that if she stops thinking about how much she loves him I could make her happy and make her feel contented. Even if she has to lower her standards I wouldnt mind because I'm not ugly am I?
I was happy to follow her to London actually I was ready to follow her anywhere as long as I am with her I will be happy. She makes me a better person and I absolutely adore her but, when she said that she wasn't planning on coming back to Forks I was dissapointed because that meant that she had been planning this for ages and it also meant that she knew that I wouldn't be able to go with her because she knew that as much as I loved her I could and would never leave Billy, He needed me as much as I needed him and it would be like betraying him if I left him by himself.
I wish I could see that pr**k again just so I could batter him, he basically killed my best friend, ruined her life, left her a void space.
FOR A CONTINUATION PLEASE COMMENT.if you would like me to continue in Jacob's POV please comment but if you would like for me to swap to Bella's POV i would be happy to do so.
