Bella's POV
I danced with everyone today it was surprisingly a pleasant surprise but you know like they say "all good things must often come to an end". And when mine ended I could have gone back to feeling sorry for myself but then I thought that now was the time to prove Edward wrong and act like I had never acted before, act like my life depended on it which it did in this situation because if I don't act like I am over him. If I don't act happy then I will be stuck in this town forever, stuck and left to rot in this place. Normally what I would do is sink back into depression whilst life continued around me, I will remain confined in my bedroom but then I know that its time to snap out of it because I know that he won't return but I don't want to believe it.
But I have to do a good job of making others believe it even if I am choosing not to believe it because its my only ticket.
Tomorrow I will call Jessica so that she and I can go shopping as she's the only friend that I have that enjoys shopping so much. She often reminds me of Alice but then I shake the image of Alice trying to dress me out of my head. And then when we get back from shopping I will make Charlie's favourite meal Chicken Korma. I have been very selfish to Charlie because of a guy well not just any boy but the love of my life or so I thought.
I will make amends with everyone and hope that they'll buy it. I will smile and dress up and make jokes if that's what it'll take.
I will take jacob up on his offer about a date and I will go with him so that he can have good last moment to remember of me. Soon enough I was deep in thought about what would happen between me and Jacob will I decide to stay if he begged me hard enough or if he showed me that he couldn't live without me.... And that was when my phone started ringing but it was an unknown number and for a few seconds I tried to figure out who it could possibly be and sure enough when I picked up the phone it was a girl's voice that I heard and as much as it sounded familiar it also sounded unreal. I don't know why but the voice made me shiver with fear...
Sorry about the late update so what do u think should happen next that the voice belongs to the sister that she doesn't know exists just yet that wants to reconcile with her or do you have any idea what could happen
Thank you all for reading it <3
