My Secret

Chapter 4

CHAPTER 4

I am so stupid! Why hadn't I just asked if we could go to his place? No, he'd think I was weird. Yeah, he probably already thinks that. I bet he never had a girl turn down a hot guy like him. No! What am I thinking? Everyone thinks I'm a freak already. Imagine if they saw me with him, the coolest guy in school? They'd say,"Ooooh! Look at her, the freak! Trying to act normal and blend in with us!" Then one of the cool girls would come up to me and say," Sweetie, drop the act. You'll never be one of us, so stop trying. Better just walk off now before you make an even bigger fool of yourself. Trust me, I'm doing you a favor. Toodles!" Then I'd hear mockery behind me people saying, I bet her dad didn't even care about her. Her mom sure doesn't. I'd then walk away like the poor, pathetic, idiot I am.

  What I wouldn't give to be like them, I wouldn't have to be scared of having the hottest, coolest guy in school possibly like me.

SHUT UP, ERICA! THEY'RE RIGHT YOU'LL NEVER BE LIKE THEM! STOP TRYING AND END THIS BEFORE YOUR MOM DOES!

I want to listen, but I knock those thoughts out of my head. Maybe it might happen, but then again, maybe it won't. Most likely not, considering my mother could kill me in my sleep. I wish she did. I wouldn't have to suffer and neither would she. She'd finally be happy again. I want to make her happy, but unfortunately, I can't.  She hates me. It's too later.

  I go home feeling the most disturbing feeling ever. Sort of like I'm being followed. I turn around to see none other then, Daniel Goring. I scream then I quicken my pace. I don't know why, I actually want him near me. So then why am I running? Oh, yeah. My mother.

  Suddenly I stop, allowing him catch up. Why is he following me?! Doesn't he know no means no?! I guess he doesn't because here he is, stalking me.  I want so badly to kiss him, but I can't. Because I know that all love ends in disaster. When he finally catches up to me, he smiles.

.(Daniel's Pov)

   Here she is. Erica, the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I want her. No, I need her. I need to get her to like me first. I wonder what people would say though. I don't want people making her look bad. I want people to be nice to her if we date. I want to stop her shyness. I want to see her eyes. I never really see her eyes. She's always hiding them behind her bangs. Her bangs which lead onto her beautiful hair. I turn off my thoughts and say hi.

"Hi."

"So um.. umm.."

"Yes?"

"Well, you don't wanna grab coffee or want me to walk you home. Sorry, but why not?"

"Sorry, it's personal."

Damn! I said the wrong thing again!

"Oh ok, sorry for asking."

"Oh,no. It's okay, really."

I then get the ultra physco man smile on my face. I know what I must look like because my face hurts. I must look really creepy. She's laughing, though, so I know she sees it, too. She then says,"Nice smile, Daniel." She starts giggling more.

"Thanks," I say, "So, wanna go to my house instead?"

"Um, ok, sure."

YES!!

"Ok, great. Let's go."

I get a little closer to her and start to hold her hand, but she doesn't seem to mind, or just doesn't notice. Oh, well. Off we go to my house, hand in hand.

(A/N): Who thinks Daniel is a creep? I do! *.* lf I were her I wouldnt go to his house. He could have all kinds of toys to kill me with, being a stalker and all. Okaaaaays! SOsorry for the crappiness of this chapter! Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays well byeee! Thnx for.. well.. idk.

Byebye My Lovlie's. Yeah I spelt it like thaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!