daddy jaehyun II Jaehyun Jung

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"We don't have to go there. Everyone would understand." Jaehyun stroked your shoulders while you standing in front of the mirror and putting on your earrings.

"No, it's been two weeks and I think it's good to go under people again." You smile and turn to your husband to kiss him. You lay gently your hands over his neck and he brushed over your hips.
"You look great." He smiled as you released your kiss and stared at your body.
"Yes, my little ball is gone. It feels strange." You stroke the middle of your body. It was so weird, you thought so long that a life grew inside you again and now it was just gone. Your body forms back and everything was as before.
"I'm a little worried about you and about the party." Jaehyun took your hands away from your stomach and kissed your fingers. But you smile.
"It's really everything fine. I have you and two beautiful and healthy children." That day was the Gender Reveal Party of Johanna and Johnny. She was now over the 5th month and now they could finally get to know the gender. You are really looking forward to the celebration because a new baby in the group is sure for every one good.

"Y/N, I'm so glad you came." Johanna hugged you, although it was getting a lot more difficult. Her stomach was relatively large and bumped against your stomach.
"And what's your tip. Boy or girl?" You smile and stroke her belly.
"It has to be a boy, right? I mean it has to be a little Johnny because the baby is already so big." She laughed and put her hands behind her back.
"Can I eat the cake?" Miga had spotted something to eat and of course, it was something sweet.
"It's for later." Johnny tried to explain this to the little girl, but she wasn't happy with the answer.
"Daddy, I'm so hungry. Please. I want to eat the cake now." She turned away from Johnny and pulled on her father's pants.
"No, you have to listen to Johnny." She didn't like that either and she pouted and started crying. Jaehyun rolled his eyes and picked up his daughter.
"We're having a bit of a problem with her right now. She's pretty defiant and doesn't eat anything except candy right now." Then he turned away and pulled himself into a corner so that Miga calmed down again.
"We still have cookies somewhere." Johanna just wanted to help, but you shake your head.
"No please. We have to try to get her used to normal food somehow again." You look at your husband who was talking to Miga. Her tears dried slowly and she nodded understandably, then they came back. Jaehyun kissed your cheek when he was with you again.

By now you were in the living room. Johanna had lovingly decorated everything and it was a real party. There were little games and you could guess the gender.
"What do you think? Boy or girl?" You look at Jaehyun and he thinks for a moment.
"It's probably a boy. Johanna's stomach is huge. With Miga, you had a much smaller belly." Jaehyun wrote on the card boy and threw it into the pot.
"Every woman is different. Before I was pregnant with Miga, I was still athletic. So, I guess a girl." You smile and also throw your tip into the pot. You already wanted to turn around, but you notice how Jaehyun stared at you.
"Have I something on my face?" You put your strand of hair behind your ear, but he took your hand and kissed you.
"It's good to see you smile again." Jaehyun kissed you again and you put your hands over his shoulders. You have never been as close to him as at the last moment. And as perverse as it sounded, the miscarriage brought you closer together.
"Take your baby, I think something stinky has slipped into his pants." Yuta came to you with Sunoh on his arm.
"Oh, a child suits you well. When are you going to scatter your seeds?" Jaehyun laughed as you roll your eyes and taking Sunoh to you.
"No. I don't think that's my thing. I see myself more as a bachelor." Yuta laughed, but Jaehyun looked at him in surprise. A few months ago his girlfriend Shiori had left him. She was a Japanese model who worked in Korea for a while. But one day she was gone without saying anything. Yuta's heart was still broken and now he distracted himself with other women. But Jaehyun knew that it wasn't him and that he was actually hurt.
"Are you all coming? We would start now." Johnny called everyone together and he and his fiancé stood in front of a box. Everyone was excited. Miga also sat on Mark's lap and ate cookies that she could somehow sneak upon. You had given up took away the sweets at this celebration. Miga dominated everyone perfectly with her big googly eyes.
"Are you ready?" Johnny put his hand on the lid with Johanna. Jaehyun put his arm around you as you stare at it.
"Everything okay?" Jaehyun realized that you were not doing very well. But you just nod and hug your baby tight. Sunoh clawed at your dress with his fingers and you enjoy his warmth and the typical baby scent they had. But somehow you get anxious and everything around you becomes blurred. Johnny and Johanna opened the box and pink balloons rose into the air.
"A girl! It's a girl." Johnny happily screamed around. Everyone cheered and celebrated, but your anxiety got worse. You couldn't be in the room anymore, there were too many people for you. So you turn around and disappear with Sunoh on the balcony that was in the bedroom. Jaehyun noticed and followed you.
"Y/N ..." He came to you but fell silent when he saw you cry. You snuggle up to Sunoh and gently put your arm around his little head.
"I don't know why. I thought I was over it." You kiss your baby's forehead and Jaehyun took a step towards you.
"As I know you, you never will. But that's who you are. And if it calms you down, I'm not feeling well either. I would have wished somehow that we had had another girl." He puts his arm around you and you wipe away the tears.
"I would have wished for a girl too." You smile and snuggle up to him. It was the last time you shed tears over your lost child.