ii.xxxvii. (a)

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"Hey, have you picked up Miga yet?" You are driving your car when you are on the phone with Jaehyun.
"Yes, we just got in the car. We would be on the way to you now."
Jaehyun was with Sunoh at Johnny's and helped him finish the nursery. The baby could come at any time because Johanna was already in the 38th week.
"We need a little more time. Could you come in an hour?" Jaehyun sighed and you can hear your son babbling in the background.
"Okay, then I'll do something with Miga." You look in the rearview mirror and see your little girl dreamily looking out the window. What was she thinking of?
"Perfect thanks. I love you."
"I love you too."
After hanging up, you went back to your daughter.
"Miga, do we want to go to a cafe and eat cookies?" You knew that this answer can only be positive.
"Yeah!" Cookies always brought her back to reality because she loved nothing more.
You park at the next parking lot, get out and take your little girl with you. Here was a sweet cafe that had all the variations of cookies.
"Today is your lucky day because today we have a mummy daughter afternoon, you can choose every cookie today." You knew that it was bribery, but you also wanted to get a little love from your daughter and not always give everything to Jaehyun.
"YEEESSS." Her eyes started to sparkle and together you order what you want. You buy different kinds of cookies, Miga got cocoa and you got coffee. You sit down in a corner and the cafe staff gave your daughter something to draw. She was sitting on your lap, one hand holding the crayon, the other a biscuit. You stroke her hair and enjoy spending time with her.
"Y/N?" You hear a familiar voice and when you look up you recognize an old colleague.
"Dohyun! I haven't seen you in a long time. What are you doing here?" Dohyun worked with you at the event company in Seoul. He had stopped with you at the same time since he and his partner had moved to the Netherlands.
"I'm only here for a few days. Shock my parents that I'm marrying Seojoon soon." He sighed and his eyes were sad. His parents never accepted that he was gay and just hoped it was a phase. But he had found his big love in Seojoon.
"Do you have time? You could sit with us." You smile and make a little space at the table.
"And is that the reason why you left the company?" He eyed Miga and smiled lovely. You stroke your daughter's hair and nod.
"Yes, that's Miga. I have also a son, he's now 8 months old. He's now with my husband." You smile and cannot realize at this moment how quickly time has passed.
"Are you happy Y/N?" Dohyun grew serious and you realize at that moment that you missed a friend like him.
"Yes, I am." You smile because Miga and Sunoh were the gift that you always wanted.

The evening was quiet. You cook in the kitchen, Miga told about her day, you told Jaehyun that you had met Dohyun, and Jaehyun told about Johnny's fears of becoming a father. Miga was still afraid in the house at night, so it took a lot of time until she finally slept. But now she didn't wake up in the middle of the night anymore, so you and Jaehyun take advantage of this opportunity right away. You knew Jaehyun wasn't going to be here that often anymore, so you wanted to take advantage of him every moment. And it was much more fun in your new big bed.
Drops of sweat ran over Jaehyun's torso, his muscles stood out and you stroke his biceps and shoulders. He groaned in your ear and you enjoy his warmth, his smell. But while you two were in the middle of it, Jaehyun's phone started ringing.
"Ignore it, you feel too good in me right now." You moan and throw your head back. Jaehyun nodded and continued his movements while kissing and massaging your breasts. But the phone kept ringing. You try to ignore it for a while, but at some point it was too disturbing.
"Maybe it's Johnny and the baby is coming." Jaehyun sighed and looked worriedly at the phone. You couldn't do anything anyway, maybe it was an emergency. Jaehyun pulled his best part out of you and took his iPhone from the small coffee table across the room. You pull the blanket over your naked body and watch Jaehyun read something. His gaze was serious and you're starting to worry.
"Is there anything with Johanna? Is the baby healthy?" But Jaehyun shook his head.
"It has nothing to do with her, it ..." He was interrupted by the ringing of his phone again and he picked up immediately.
"Yes? Mhmm ... hmmm ... no it's just a friend ... yes, I'm 100% sure ... I trust her there ... yes we'll come over tomorrow." Jaehyun hung up and came to your bed again. He looked visibly annoyed.
"I should never have taken you into the public." He looked out of the window, but still into the void.
"Jaehyun? What are you talking about?" You had no idea what was happening.
"A Saesang of mine has published a picture of you hugging Donhyun and since there was a rumor that Miga was not mine, you are referred to in the media as a cheater." Jaehyun gritted his teeth and he may have been almost angrier than you.
"But we did a paternity test because of this whole thing and Dohyun is gay." You just couldn't realize what was happening there. Why were you so attacked by the media?
"I can't believe it, I ... I ..." You notice how his throat swelled and his face get red with anger.
"Jaehyun we can't do anything anyway. Let's just wait and see what the press department at SM says tomorrow." Somehow you were more worried about your husband, he shouldn't get so angry about it. Of course, it wasn't nice that your public reputation was considered you as a cheater, but as long as Jaehyun knew that you were loyal to him, everything was fine for you. But Jaehyun felt helpless, he wanted to protect you from something like that, but he couldn't ...

The next morning you drive to Jaehyun's company. You had to buy diapers for Sunoh, so you briefly get off with Miga at a grocery store. Meanwhile, Jaehyun was waiting in the car with his son. It was relatively busy and you take Miga by the hand. Somehow it felt like people were staring at you. You get a little scared and you squeeze your daughter's hand tighter. Unfortunately, you went by a cookie shelf and Miga absolutely wanted to have some now.
"Mummy please." She pleaded to you and made herself heavy. The people around you started whispering.
"Miga come on, we just need something fast for Sunoh. We have enough cookies at home." You sighed and tried to go on with her.
"Terrible person," you heard a woman say, and you knew she meant you. But you didn't want to be weak, so you lift Miga up to you while she cries. You quickly go to the shelf where the diapers are. Miga was crying louder and a few people had come by now.
"Do you still have to torture your child after breaking your husband's heart?" Another woman came to you and looked almost threatening.
"I don't know what you're alluding to." You roll your eyes and take a pack of diapers.
"You didn't deserve a man like Jaehyun. You should really appreciate him." Another woman came to you menacingly. More and more people are gathering around you and you are now panicking. Miga started to cry even more and then she did something she had never done before. She ran away.
"MIGA." You try to escape, but people block your way. There were too many people and Miga was so small.
"What's going on here?" And suddenly Jaehyun was there. He had Sunoh in his arms and thank God, Miga was on his hand. She must have seen him and ran to him. People cleared the way and Jaehyun came to you.
"You should get a divorce. Don't put up with something like that," said another person and looks at you in disgust.
"That's none of your business." Jaehyun hissed and hugged you. Then he turned to the group.
"Nobody cheated on anyone here and now it's enough for me that my wife is getting constantly hostile by you guys." He was really angry and he quickly pulled you out of the supermarket.
When you were in the car it was totally quiet. Jaehyun snorted with rage and stared into the void.
"I didn't think everyone would react to it so emotionally." You couldn't believe it. Everyone was so angry and you didn't think people would react that way.
You drive to Jaehyun's company and the press department clarifies how to regulate this situation. You agree that Jaehyun may publish a text, but while he is promoting his solo album, you should take yourself out of the public. He shouldn't mention you, post no pictures, and so on. You totally agreed, but Jaehyun reluctantly agreed.
At home, Jaehyun published this post:
"It makes me sad and angry that people attack my family and accuse things. My wife has not had an easy year and we are still struggling with the wounds of the miscarriage. If a comforting hug from a friend helps to close the wound, why shouldn't it be a bad thing? What a man would I be if I forbid my wife to be happy? I know the man she hugs very well, he is a good friend of ours. But it is now more said than it should be. Please respect our privacy, don't believe any stories or pictures, because our children suffer the most."

"I doubt that it's a good idea to do the solo album." In the evening you sit on the couch with Sunoh and Miga. Jaehyun was super angry all over the day.
"What why?" You were really shocked. Of course, you want him to pursue his dream.
"Today was really blatant. I can't do this to you and the children." Sunoh was sitting on his lap and he stared at the little boy, who was playing with a rattle.
"No, that's your goal, your dream. We'll get through it together." You worried how Jaehyun thought. Of course, you'd rather have him just with you but this wasn't the way he should go.
"But I don't want you to get hurt." Jaehyun sighed and you could see him struggling with himself.
"We are doing as SM said. I will withdraw in time. I pay more attention to who I interact with in public." You're trying to cheer Jaehyun up, he had to do this now ... for himself.
"It's not a solution." He was still not happy.
"It's not. But it's only temporary. And you'll be back in autumn and we'll be working on baby number 3." You smile excitedly and Jaehyun finally agreed.
"Okay, okay." He nodded and kissed you.

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