Undying Summer

Noah

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. How could she say that and then just fall asleep so peacefully like her words had no effect on me. Trust me they did. Aurora James doesn't know what she does to me. All I think about is her, and seeing her here in my shirt sleeping next to me right now is hell. The shirt is around the same length as the dress she had on at the party. The dress she was wearing when she was grinding on that slug of a man Jason. I had never wanted to strangle a man so badly. She doesn't understand the way he thinks or how he acts in the change room after practice, if she saw that she definitely wouldn't have been with him tonight. Whispering in his ear and letting his hands linger on her waist for way too long, giving him the smile that everyone seems to receive except me. If she could know the things I think about her I'm sure she'd have her brother hang me. Right, her brother. That's why I act like the asshole I am, because the friendship I have with Henry has always been to important to jeopardize. But seriously I stayed home from the party to keep myself from doing things I'd regret with her, trying to protect her. Yet here she is in my bed, drunk and saying things to me that she will definitely regret in the morning.

"Noah do you know how many times I've wondered what life would be like if we weren't enemies." And then she passed out into a quiet snore. WELL WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN. SHE THINKS I HAVE NO IDEA HOW MANY TIMES SHES' THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT WE COULD BE IF WE WEREN'T ENEMIES. TRUST ME I have gone over the idea of me and her in my head a million and one times.

I look down at her soft snores filling the silence in the room. Gosh she's so pretty. I gently smooth out her hair and shift a bit closer to her. Laying completely down I turn off the bedside lamp and get ready for the darkness to wash over me. Oh Aurora, you have no idea how much I've thought about us. I close my eyes and fall asleep quickly from the calming I feel from her body being next to mine.