A/N : I just wanted to let everyone know the jaylean suffers with bpd. So what may seem small to yall would be different in her eyes. Just think about that when your reading!
《AKIA'S POV》
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" You have reached the voicemail of the hottest bitch in the city sorry I aint answer call me later mwah!....."
I throw my phone against the wall " fuck " I mumble . It's been weeks since we last spoke.
Getting up I grab my phone trying to reach her again.
After a couple rings, Her phone goes to voicemail again. "Jay it's kash... I'm worried please answer".
I hang up leaning my head lay against the wall, knees up to my chest.
Please be safe Jay, I can't lose you.
☆ JAYLEAN'S POV☆
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I keep deflecting her calls.
I pull my knees up to my chest huddled in a ball under my covers.
She can't see me like this, she can't see me so... broken.
After the club incident I felt so annoying so needy. I distance myself away from her
But after a week i started falling into a puddle of sadness.
She didn't need me dragging her down.
I let the tears flow free , Clutching my body tighter together.
I'm not a good friend.
She deserve better.
Those thoughts flow freely in my head corrupting me.
A knock come from the door before its slowly pushed opened. " Jay....?" Shay walks in sitting down on my bed she pushes my hair to the side revealing my face.
