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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 3 : 𝑬𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒚 𝑯𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒔

W-What just happend?
I feel someones veiny and muscular arms hugging my waist. I am on top of somebody. I can feel his abs on my plain and skinny belly. I open my eyes faintly, looking down. It was Hyunjin.
My eyes went wide open as i fell down the singular bed, groaning a bit in pain.
He slowly opened his eyes, in the meanwhile i noticed that my breath smelt like alcohol.
"Sshh..! You will wake up everyone!" Hyunjin muttered quietly, grabbing my hand and pulling me back up. I rapidly grabbed his wrist and pulled him out of the room, making us fall in the kitchen table seats.

"What. Happend. Yesterday. Night!!" I raised my voice a bit.
"Nothing. You kissed me and i brought you home."
What the fuckkkk! I wasted my first kiss to kiss someone utterly attractive who is not my soulmate, this is the worst shit that has happend to me!
"I passed out..?" I asked him quietly, scratching the back of my neck. He nodded, grabbing some cereal and pouring it into a bowl for me.
"I-I'm sorry.. i was high on life and i needed to get high on alcohol.." I spoke quietly and regretfully, fidgetting with my fingers as a distraction from anxiety. It is so embarrassing! Even YOU knowing that a dear friend of yours stole your first kiss! And now it won't be my soulmate. But i already met him since this bitch ahh scar is bleeding like crazy.

"Ahem ahem! We are going on a camping trip!~" Felix announced loudly, making Minho get up and slap Felix's butt with the famous slippers.
I suddenly noticed that my phone has been giving notifications nonstop.
I wonder who could it be?

*You have been added to the groupchat, ''Straykidsss🖤🔥'*

Bangchan : guys stop texting and spamming.
Seungmin : okay old man (says the one who is always texting every single word that the coach or principal said)
You : you guys really have to fight early in the morning?
Jisung : seungchan is always like this.
Felix : no shee sherlock
Bangchan : i have 8 kids. Not one.
Changbin : 🥵🫶🏻🫵🏻💪🏻
You : you should really stop using emojis bin
Jeongin : he is a
Seungmin : A BIN AHAHAHAHAHHA
Changbin : shut it.
Hyunjin : so what trip?
You : finally someone normal
Bangchan : tomorrow at 6:00pm we are going on a camping trip with the whole school in Busan
LeeKnow : Ok
You : okk

Yep. It is tomorrow. It's currently 3:00PM and i just woke up from my sweet nap. I am really bonding to these guys but i know i shouldn't. They could break my heart. Although i got to know them better since we basically spent the week together? And -obviously- i know Minho, Hyunjin and Felix better. Ya know... since we basically sleep in the same dorm?
I should probably pack my stuff before i decide i won't go.
I officially started packing my little suitcase. It is winter so i better pack some warm stuff... and my medicine!
It's weird not telling them about my mental health, but i don't feel that that THAT comfortable with them yet. And the maddest will probably be Minho, Hyunjin and Chan. They are just tooooo much overprotective. I am still practically a stranger to them so meh.

Chan told me that it is gonna be a Winter camping program.. sort of like skiing or other school related activites like i don't know.
So i'm gonna pack some sweaters, hoodies, some pair of socks and bras, underwear, shirts and pants. And my medicine and some jewelry, obvi. And some bandaids for this fucking scar that i need to have.

"Chaewonie!~" A deep voice reached my ears, who knows you that could be! I obviously know who that is i am just sarcastic.. prolly.
"Hmm..? What is it?" I asked, quickly hiding the bottle of pills under a few of my clothings in my lugguage. "I made you some tea.. since i noticed you are taking some pills, and-" , "You better not say anything!" I jumped on him, making him fall to the ground, the tea spilling everywhere and the cup shattering in millions of pieces.
I just ended up straddling his waist while threatening him by putting my index finger infront of his lips.
And he just ended up blushing, maintaining himself with both of his arms, so i would not actually fall on top of him, like that. I mean- in a sensual way. Which i didn't want.

Hyunjin suddenly opened the door, and saw us. And our mistake. "Felix, what was that nois-" He cut himself of, his face darkening red. He did not say anything else, he just left. And pure jealousy was seen.
"Chaewon.. i though you were taking medicines for fever..?" He whispered quietly, his face getting more red from the pressure. "Ohh!~ Uhm- Yeah.. i am." I replied nervously, quickly getting up from him, and i don't know why butterflies had gotten into me. Maybe because i felt his boner-
Nah that's shit.
I helped him get up from the floor and i bowed deeply. "I am so sorry.." I mumbled quietly, collecting the bigger pieces of glass, trying to not cut my hand.
I glanced at him, at first sight i just saw him sigh and shake his head, but then he spoke up. "It's alright, really.." He replied, smiling a bit to himself, helping me clean up the mess we made.

"You guys aren't having sex, right?" We heard Minho say, as he walked infront of us. "Does it look like that to you?" I asked sternly, rolling my eyes at his BIG misunderstanding.
After we finished cleaning up the liquid and the shattered pieces, i saw Minho leaning against the door frame. "Do you know what i don't like, Chae?" He began speaking in a deep voice.
I shrugged, carrying on with the packing.
"Disrespectful girls."
"So? What does that have to do with me?" I asked.
"I don't like your attitude. And you better change it and not talk to your elders like that." He replied even more stern than my usual tone.
He walked slowly towards me.
And he quickly grabbed my wrist and led me out of the room.
"Me and Chaewon are going on a walk!" He shouted, closing the dorm's door and dragging me into and empty library that was in the dorm apartment.
"Hey! Stop it!" I spoke loudly, actually a bit flustered by his dominance.

He suddenly pinned me to one of the empty walls, making me groan as the surface hit my back body.
My face started flushing and blushing. Getting more flustered each second.
He leaned close to him, close that i could feel his breath on my whole face and neck.
"Chaewon.. you have to listen to me. You will speak politely to me from now on. Understood?" He asked in a raspy voice. "No! I'm not gonna listen to som-"
"Well then. I might aswell use the more resulting method on you."
He started kissing my neck tenderly, softly nipping at it. I sadly started breathing heavily, which was a sign of, of course, nervousness and excitement. This was the thing that is the very wrong part of having 3 men in your dorm. They will use you once in a while, which will interrupt my reputation and my impression to others.
He kissed my neck for another minute, more passionately then ever, and i could definetely feel my breath hitching and my belly fill with butterflies. And i couldn't drown then with water this time. It was all natural.
"Chaewon. Say 'Let Chaewon go please'." He muttered, his sound still hot and attractive, but i didn't reply. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment. I had my arm in his, fidgetting with the fabric of his shirt.
I was clearly getting aroused.
"L-Let Chaewon g-go please.." I whispered softly, biting my lower lip to prevent any mistaken sounds.
"Good.." He whispered in my ear, letting go of me, doing a small wink before putting his hands in his pocket and walking away.

•••

It was so weird. Having my neck nibbled and kissed by a 24 year old man. Who is pretty attractive and dominant, as my guess.
I did find him already inside the dorm after that neck-makeout session of ours, and i didn't dare look at him.
I basically got ruined by him.
I just bowed to everyone and zoomed into my room and locked the door.
What i think is that alot of members are jealous when i interract with other members. Like..
Hyunjin was mad after he saw me with Felix and then Minho rushed to see me and Felix. And i don't want no threesome or foursome or how the fuck you say it. It would be weird so i gotta stay distant from them.
I obviously went to bed early, without eating. I am not the person who eats so much and i just, like, eat a big meal every 2 or 3 days which is absurd but, who cares right?
I already packed my bags, and Chan already noticed the group that we are going in the morning and not at 6:00PM. It was currently 9:00PM so who wouldn't have noticed that nobody knocked on our door.
And this vacation will probably be a disaster.

A/N
Sorry guys to trouble you but if i won't be updating this or other ffs, it's because im working on alot of them rn so please stay tuned or re-read! :)