Stutters 🧌

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"Stan's been..GnrR..acting really weird..around you lately..," tweek says worryingly scratching the palms of his hands while bitting his lip. "Yea he has been acting a little...strange but I bet it's nothing!" I state reassuring Tweek and maybe myself a little too?

I feel really bad for leaving Tolkien but Stan was making my skin crawl the look in his eyes made me I don't know I can't find the word I'm not even sure if my skin crawled in a bad way at all but I had to leave for Tweek. He was getting a bit scared so I thought it would be best. I apologized to Tolkien saying that we had to be somewhere. I gave him my phone number and told him he could text me the questions that he still wanted to ask.

I blinked and looked back at Tweek his blond hair seemed to get more untamed the more anxious he would get. I think I was stressing him out more by looking at him.

"Oh hamburgers..," I whisper.

"AArGh!" Tweek quickly grabs my hands and meets my eyes with his, "What's..nrRr..WRONG..!?".

I blink dumbfounded a little shocked by his pounce. I smile. Tweek is a really good friend and I love how much he cares about me but he is always so anxious about everything. That's why I don't really tell him about my problems. He deserves to know different crap and situations that are happening even if they make him go insane with anxiety. Everyone deserves the right to express and know someone and their feelings.

"Oh..heheh..Tweek it's nothing I'm just the littlest terrified about Stan and how he kept staring but that's all" I sigh, "Please don't worry for me tho,". Tweek's eyes widen for a second and he slightly releases my hands from his. He holds his breath and closes his eyes sitting still. Every few seconds a little "eep" would escape his lips but besides that everything was silent. A nice silence though.

Tweek and I had a relationship I couldn't really explain we both just new each other so well, Tweek probably new more about me than myself at this point. We told each other everything and we did everything together. I just knew Tweek.

His breathing exercises have been really helping him tho he even made a new friend. He says I could never be replaced and I smile at that. I'm proud of him. I guess you could call me a proud mother figure >:D

His chest rises up and down in unison to mine. It was like the universe had disappeared and it was just us two troubled blondes.

I let go of his hands and grabbed his shoulders he opens his eyes and let out a lengthy breath. I smiled slightly at him and wrap myself around his small fragile body. He let his face lay into my collarbone as he finishes calming into our embrace. I rub his back in slow circles then suddenly he chokes out a sob. I quickly grab his shoulders again and look into his eyes. The green eyes that showed both none but all emotions rested on mine. Little tears flew down his cheeks as he whispers "thank you".

Then I start to cry myself.